Sep 29, 2009 06:58
I'm feeling a little paranoid.
I have this feeling I've upset someone but I don't know why or how to fix it because I'm actually not all that sure I have upset them, part of me thinks it might just be an offshoot of the way I'm feeling right now on this medication that makes me think so but either way -- the sensation is le suck. I swear that all I really want to do is write characters that I love and have great affection for but somehow I seem to keep getting swept up in things totally beyond my control and I can't lay blame anywhere because for one thing, I lack the details to do that and for another, well, I wouldn't feel right judging on situations that had/have nothing to do with me.
I've started organizing chapters for my bella/buffy crossover fanfic which, ngl, is rather thrilling to me. So far I've narrowed down what my prologue and the first three chapters should cover and I'm planning on writing up the rest today if I get the chance. What's really fun is that there is a dynamic of science intertwined with the magic about how Buffy winds up in Forks and it's given me the opportunity to create an entirely original character as the tie-in between the two worlds.
I'm excitement, ya'll~
Website wise, I think I've solved my design dilemma though I have to shout out thanks to everyone who offered me help while I was panicking. I appreciate it so, so much guys. :')