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I know its been awhile...I have been so busy its un cool...Now that the school year is coming to a close I notice that going to class is a very importaint thing..Not only that but being in love can bring its challenges that both people will have to work threw...
Starting with my school year..I have been sick for so long that i have had to drop almost all of my classes..There was no way that i could have passed any classes even if i tried my hardest.School was very dificult for me..My natural science class is an advanced level class and i was not ready for what was going to be asked of me...Not only that but i realized that your not going to like every single teacher/Professor that i will have...Even if he thinks he is teaching a science class like he was a Professor at HARVARD!!!!!And then there are those teachers who are very nice and will work with you to get the grades that you want...All and all i think that this semester was a waste of money and time....
Now moving onto my relationship...On April 8th Erics Brother died after receiving massive head injuries after being struck by a car walking home one night...It has to be thee hardest thing to deal with.Somethings in life are so petty in a relationship that when something really bad happends you dont know what to do because of all the petty shit...this is something that will change our relationship FOREVER!!!!But mostly change his life...Even though he wasnt close to his brother(at the time) he was very saddened by it...This is something i have learned that you need to be patient about and that you just need to listen..Eric is never going to be the same and i am trying so hard to help..You know when he thinking about when he becomes really quiet and just kinda sits there...At that point I just have to listen and be there for him..Although he seems to be handling it very well I have to wonder how long he is going to stick with his mother...If youguys rememeber his mother and I do not get along...She is a very controling person...Before this happend Eric was about to move into his own apartment and be on his own...Now that this has happend i dont know when he is going to go on his own????Now it is up to me that he moves on with his life....His mother has already taken control of his life...and i dont want that to happen.. Eric has been a very large part in my life for the last two years....He was the one that helped me get threw high school when i really needed....This has been a major loss on everyone who knew Scott...For the first time in two years i can say that i think that me and have been strong and have been holding together....Although scott will never be with us again in a human form we just have to remember that he will always be with us in spirit....
But for now i guess thats all i have to say.....But just remember most problems in a relationship are PETTY!!!!!!Bite your toung and move on with life.....
I must be going...
Love you Always...
Ashley
Starting with my school year..I have been sick for so long that i have had to drop almost all of my classes..There was no way that i could have passed any classes even if i tried my hardest.School was very dificult for me..My natural science class is an advanced level class and i was not ready for what was going to be asked of me...Not only that but i realized that your not going to like every single teacher/Professor that i will have...Even if he thinks he is teaching a science class like he was a Professor at HARVARD!!!!!And then there are those teachers who are very nice and will work with you to get the grades that you want...All and all i think that this semester was a waste of money and time....
Now moving onto my relationship...On April 8th Erics Brother died after receiving massive head injuries after being struck by a car walking home one night...It has to be thee hardest thing to deal with.Somethings in life are so petty in a relationship that when something really bad happends you dont know what to do because of all the petty shit...this is something that will change our relationship FOREVER!!!!But mostly change his life...Even though he wasnt close to his brother(at the time) he was very saddened by it...This is something i have learned that you need to be patient about and that you just need to listen..Eric is never going to be the same and i am trying so hard to help..You know when he thinking about when he becomes really quiet and just kinda sits there...At that point I just have to listen and be there for him..Although he seems to be handling it very well I have to wonder how long he is going to stick with his mother...If youguys rememeber his mother and I do not get along...She is a very controling person...Before this happend Eric was about to move into his own apartment and be on his own...Now that this has happend i dont know when he is going to go on his own????Now it is up to me that he moves on with his life....His mother has already taken control of his life...and i dont want that to happen.. Eric has been a very large part in my life for the last two years....He was the one that helped me get threw high school when i really needed....This has been a major loss on everyone who knew Scott...For the first time in two years i can say that i think that me and have been strong and have been holding together....Although scott will never be with us again in a human form we just have to remember that he will always be with us in spirit....
But for now i guess thats all i have to say.....But just remember most problems in a relationship are PETTY!!!!!!Bite your toung and move on with life.....
I must be going...
Love you Always...
Ashley