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I finally know what I want from my life... And my life gets screwed over..
I mean I decided, without the pressure of my mother or stepfather, that I am going to be a nurse. I have looked into some schools and the only one I am really interested in is L'Aboure and well so far the people there suck... I need to get my ass in gear and fast...
So besides school, I thought things were going well... I mean my father and I didn't really talk, but what else is new? So I eventually talked with my dad and things seemed, for like the first time in a long time, to be going well... Until Valentine's Day... Well, when I got up things were fine.. And around 2ish... Chris called... And he said we needed to talk... So we did... And he said the usual, "I'm not happy... I wanna be happy with you... ect." So I told him that he needs to figure out what will make him happy and then I said that it was up to him where he and I went from there... And he said it was over...
So I thought about things... and then read his conversation with his friend and found out what I already knew... The worst part of this entire thing is that he wont talk about what is on his mind... It's not fair... he expects people to be able to read his mind... I really don't know any mind readers... If you know of one... would ya let me know? Please
I mean I decided, without the pressure of my mother or stepfather, that I am going to be a nurse. I have looked into some schools and the only one I am really interested in is L'Aboure and well so far the people there suck... I need to get my ass in gear and fast...
So besides school, I thought things were going well... I mean my father and I didn't really talk, but what else is new? So I eventually talked with my dad and things seemed, for like the first time in a long time, to be going well... Until Valentine's Day... Well, when I got up things were fine.. And around 2ish... Chris called... And he said we needed to talk... So we did... And he said the usual, "I'm not happy... I wanna be happy with you... ect." So I told him that he needs to figure out what will make him happy and then I said that it was up to him where he and I went from there... And he said it was over...
So I thought about things... and then read his conversation with his friend and found out what I already knew... The worst part of this entire thing is that he wont talk about what is on his mind... It's not fair... he expects people to be able to read his mind... I really don't know any mind readers... If you know of one... would ya let me know? Please