I hate guys !!!
So all i can say is that i fucking hate guys.. You may ask why, so here is why.
1. They don't know what the fuck they want
2. They think they are all that
3. They lead you to believe things that aren't really the truth
4. They can't express their feelings properly
5. They don't even fucking break up with you in person
6. If they had gotten out of a relationship like 8 mo, they still wish they had that relationship that was clearly over and will always be OVER
7. They only put 10% into a relationship
8. And finally, they just seem to not really like me anyway. Why? I don't have the slightest clue.
So yea as most of you know i was seeing a guy named Kyle. I met him at work. He saught ME out. He found out my age, who my dad is, where i was from, asked a bunch of other co-workers what type of a person i am, and he would request then floor that i was on to pick up the fucking garbage because he worked in environmental services and that pretty much means "trash". He was in a relationship for 4 years prior and had been broken up with her for like 8 or 9 mo. And the best part is that SHE cheated on him. but yet he still wanted to be with her. Who in the fuck wants a relationship like that? Obviously him. He apparently wasn't the one that wanted out of the relationship. The first week was completely awesome. He would tell me how pretty i was and what a great person i was and you could totally tell how interested he was in. And most of you saw that at the date party. Then comes week #2. Now he becomes weird. He would always accuse me of having another boyfriend. He would be like "so where did you meet your OTHER boyfriend" of course i would get pissed because again most of you know that my ex cheated on me so y the fuck would i cheat on him especially with it being in the second week of the relationship and for like atleast the first couple months you are most of the time complete interested in that other person because it is a new relationship and everything. So anyways, then he was like "so you're lying to me" and i was like what the fuck you talking about. and all he had to say was "what? you tell me" i asked him what the fuck i would be lying to him about. and he was like "i dunno you tell me".. See also he has major trust issues because of his ex cheating on him and his dad cheating on his mom and they ended up getting a divorce and this happened like 4 years ago so yea. and then one night he just did call me back... so i text message him kind of like saying he was a sac of shit. and he was like i am sorry you feel that way i didn't mean to hurt you. What the fuck is that? then he has the nerve to say to me. "Oh i still want to be friends with you and i wanted to end on good terms.' I just really wanted to say to him "well you are what you do, which is fucking trash" I told him to never fucking talk to me again and that if he did see me in the hospital to look the fucking other way and he used to request to work on my floor so i then told him that he should really request to NOT be on my fucking floor. He just made himself look like a fucking ass hole. Of course knowing me, i did fucking tell him that i also told him that he was undeserving of me, and that i am too fucking good for him. And he simply isn't worth my fucking time or breath. Oh and incase none of you knew. he was 20 years old. see i think that is my problem i keep on going for younger guys but see that is the thing, he looks like he is 23 years old... He was everything that i looked for in a guy in regards to their personality and everything because she showed me alot in the first week and then he showed me the other side of him the second week that is when i began to get my suspicions. So i tell me co workers and they were all like what an asshole and that there are other fish in the sea. well ya know what i am in the shitty fucking end of the fucking sea. I am where all the fuck heads are.
My final conclusion is that i will be single for the rest of my life and that i will NEVER find the man of my dreams. It just seems like because of where i am from and the things i have are just too much for people and they also think that i am really high maintanence, yea i may but for a person that comes from where i come from, i am so layed back. I pay for ALL of my shit. I really don't need some fucking BOY to buy me what i want and deserve, i can do that on my own. I just feel like i sometimes intimidate people and i really don't think that i am conceaded. but that is really what i feel.
What is a girl to do?
Every body tells me that Mister right will come along one day but yea know what i am impatient. I want the relationship again i want the feeling that someone wants to be with me and all that fun stuff.
When is Mister Right going to come?
1. They don't know what the fuck they want
2. They think they are all that
3. They lead you to believe things that aren't really the truth
4. They can't express their feelings properly
5. They don't even fucking break up with you in person
6. If they had gotten out of a relationship like 8 mo, they still wish they had that relationship that was clearly over and will always be OVER
7. They only put 10% into a relationship
8. And finally, they just seem to not really like me anyway. Why? I don't have the slightest clue.
So yea as most of you know i was seeing a guy named Kyle. I met him at work. He saught ME out. He found out my age, who my dad is, where i was from, asked a bunch of other co-workers what type of a person i am, and he would request then floor that i was on to pick up the fucking garbage because he worked in environmental services and that pretty much means "trash". He was in a relationship for 4 years prior and had been broken up with her for like 8 or 9 mo. And the best part is that SHE cheated on him. but yet he still wanted to be with her. Who in the fuck wants a relationship like that? Obviously him. He apparently wasn't the one that wanted out of the relationship. The first week was completely awesome. He would tell me how pretty i was and what a great person i was and you could totally tell how interested he was in. And most of you saw that at the date party. Then comes week #2. Now he becomes weird. He would always accuse me of having another boyfriend. He would be like "so where did you meet your OTHER boyfriend" of course i would get pissed because again most of you know that my ex cheated on me so y the fuck would i cheat on him especially with it being in the second week of the relationship and for like atleast the first couple months you are most of the time complete interested in that other person because it is a new relationship and everything. So anyways, then he was like "so you're lying to me" and i was like what the fuck you talking about. and all he had to say was "what? you tell me" i asked him what the fuck i would be lying to him about. and he was like "i dunno you tell me".. See also he has major trust issues because of his ex cheating on him and his dad cheating on his mom and they ended up getting a divorce and this happened like 4 years ago so yea. and then one night he just did call me back... so i text message him kind of like saying he was a sac of shit. and he was like i am sorry you feel that way i didn't mean to hurt you. What the fuck is that? then he has the nerve to say to me. "Oh i still want to be friends with you and i wanted to end on good terms.' I just really wanted to say to him "well you are what you do, which is fucking trash" I told him to never fucking talk to me again and that if he did see me in the hospital to look the fucking other way and he used to request to work on my floor so i then told him that he should really request to NOT be on my fucking floor. He just made himself look like a fucking ass hole. Of course knowing me, i did fucking tell him that i also told him that he was undeserving of me, and that i am too fucking good for him. And he simply isn't worth my fucking time or breath. Oh and incase none of you knew. he was 20 years old. see i think that is my problem i keep on going for younger guys but see that is the thing, he looks like he is 23 years old... He was everything that i looked for in a guy in regards to their personality and everything because she showed me alot in the first week and then he showed me the other side of him the second week that is when i began to get my suspicions. So i tell me co workers and they were all like what an asshole and that there are other fish in the sea. well ya know what i am in the shitty fucking end of the fucking sea. I am where all the fuck heads are.
My final conclusion is that i will be single for the rest of my life and that i will NEVER find the man of my dreams. It just seems like because of where i am from and the things i have are just too much for people and they also think that i am really high maintanence, yea i may but for a person that comes from where i come from, i am so layed back. I pay for ALL of my shit. I really don't need some fucking BOY to buy me what i want and deserve, i can do that on my own. I just feel like i sometimes intimidate people and i really don't think that i am conceaded. but that is really what i feel.
What is a girl to do?
Every body tells me that Mister right will come along one day but yea know what i am impatient. I want the relationship again i want the feeling that someone wants to be with me and all that fun stuff.
When is Mister Right going to come?