tired and didn't cope well
Across the great divide was good.
But i decided i'm too old for that sort of thing, it was too cold, too late, too loud!
I had a freak out after powderfinger started, my tooth started aching and i just wanted out of the noise and i was tired, so started to try to get out and dind't realise how many people were around me. So i started.. excuse me,excuse me,excuse me,excuse me,excuse me, and noone was moving so I started to panic, i couldn't see the exit and i couldn't see the ground, i couldn't move... I thik a few people will have bruised ribs this morning from the crazy lady elbowing her way out of the thousands of people.
But ounce i was out, took some panadol, sat on the wet ground with my fingers in my ears for a while.. i chilled and managed to enjoy the last few of Powderfingers finest songs!!
Absolutly fucked today.. couldn't concentrate, everyone at me, issues with the release, people blamine DMIS for stuff they did cause they were asked by business and i'm over having people with lack of processes and knowledge and i just want to cry.
I'm furious they wouldn't put me at HDA while pete was away and nothing i can do about it. I just cant help but help out.
I'm over it thought.
WOTW next tuesday night, Whitlams with the SSO On wednesday night.. costing me a fortune but i have wed and thurs off and i'm going to soak up the atmosphere in sydney, spend rediculous amounts of money at WOTW's buying tacky tshirts and programs, as well as on breakfasts at cafe's on darling harbour and hopefully meeting Tim freedman again cause i lost his last program!!
But i decided i'm too old for that sort of thing, it was too cold, too late, too loud!
I had a freak out after powderfinger started, my tooth started aching and i just wanted out of the noise and i was tired, so started to try to get out and dind't realise how many people were around me. So i started.. excuse me,excuse me,excuse me,excuse me,excuse me, and noone was moving so I started to panic, i couldn't see the exit and i couldn't see the ground, i couldn't move... I thik a few people will have bruised ribs this morning from the crazy lady elbowing her way out of the thousands of people.
But ounce i was out, took some panadol, sat on the wet ground with my fingers in my ears for a while.. i chilled and managed to enjoy the last few of Powderfingers finest songs!!
Absolutly fucked today.. couldn't concentrate, everyone at me, issues with the release, people blamine DMIS for stuff they did cause they were asked by business and i'm over having people with lack of processes and knowledge and i just want to cry.
I'm furious they wouldn't put me at HDA while pete was away and nothing i can do about it. I just cant help but help out.
I'm over it thought.
WOTW next tuesday night, Whitlams with the SSO On wednesday night.. costing me a fortune but i have wed and thurs off and i'm going to soak up the atmosphere in sydney, spend rediculous amounts of money at WOTW's buying tacky tshirts and programs, as well as on breakfasts at cafe's on darling harbour and hopefully meeting Tim freedman again cause i lost his last program!!