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24 hours ago i didn't really understand what ellie meant by running the 6th and 7th laps but i think i just turned the corner on lap 6 cuz im really feeling it. I feel run down from this ministry. Ive given a lot into it the past few weeks. I wanted to give to it and I'm glad I did because it was worth it - no doubt about that. But I'm tired. I'm tired that we take girls to lunch every week and they never come to club and i'm tired of trying to figure out/ muster up the courage to talk to kids. I wanted so badly to have a convo w/ those kids today on Park ave. but it didn't happen.
Coupled with that, my future for next year is as uncertain as....well i have no idea but its uncertain. Summer is not concrete yet either. I am thankful that I have a job this summer. stinking no money but its fun. I want to go to camp w/ Champaign so badly but that depends on where i am this fall. grrr for life's uncertainties. I'm going to "press on." those are the words of the wise B. Trost. Perservere and try to pick the fruit at the top it's what He wants.
Coupled with that, my future for next year is as uncertain as....well i have no idea but its uncertain. Summer is not concrete yet either. I am thankful that I have a job this summer. stinking no money but its fun. I want to go to camp w/ Champaign so badly but that depends on where i am this fall. grrr for life's uncertainties. I'm going to "press on." those are the words of the wise B. Trost. Perservere and try to pick the fruit at the top it's what He wants.