3rd
wow 3rd post in one evening
but today's moment blew me away
PEL was out waiting for/on a high maintenance pt with out his layers of fleece and jacket, I really wanted to help him, I may have been able to relate to pt more
as they wheeled her away, he was at the computer still, I wanted to walk up to him, press myself to his back, wrap my arms around his waist, it was such an over whelming want in the middle of the PACU, in front of the pt's family member, crazed
I want to ask him, are you married, gay, is there any chance you could want me, even just temporarily, to feel that for a minute or few
god i am insane
but today's moment blew me away
PEL was out waiting for/on a high maintenance pt with out his layers of fleece and jacket, I really wanted to help him, I may have been able to relate to pt more
as they wheeled her away, he was at the computer still, I wanted to walk up to him, press myself to his back, wrap my arms around his waist, it was such an over whelming want in the middle of the PACU, in front of the pt's family member, crazed
I want to ask him, are you married, gay, is there any chance you could want me, even just temporarily, to feel that for a minute or few
god i am insane