NB dreams
beware, a tad bit of soul baring below, I'm not sure what it really means or is expressing or what I would really do
I dreamed of NB last night, maybe it was the texting over his exam or my iPhone debacle [damn you ATT]
We were talking here and there, maybe kind of like that last class night or when we did our presentation, a hug here and there and then at some point he sat and leaned against a wall or a window, I leaned back almost kind of on his lap, so we were sit spooning, i leaned my head back and whispered i have a crush on you, and he said thank you [there may have been something about 'we can't do anything about it' from him] and then the dream faded to somewhere else and we walking about to separate and I asked if we could have dinner to talk and he just questioned 'just talk'... and he walked away thru a doorway, I'm not sure if the vibe was flirty or just questioning
The part that kills me is that how well the physical-ness transfers in the dream state, I could feel his arm around my shoulders, leaning into me, how nice he smells, holding his hand, such long slim fingers,
egth, what am I?
I woke up wanting to text him, god I hope I get to see him at work once in while so my heart wont pound so hard with the wanting
I dreamed of NB last night, maybe it was the texting over his exam or my iPhone debacle [damn you ATT]
We were talking here and there, maybe kind of like that last class night or when we did our presentation, a hug here and there and then at some point he sat and leaned against a wall or a window, I leaned back almost kind of on his lap, so we were sit spooning, i leaned my head back and whispered i have a crush on you, and he said thank you [there may have been something about 'we can't do anything about it' from him] and then the dream faded to somewhere else and we walking about to separate and I asked if we could have dinner to talk and he just questioned 'just talk'... and he walked away thru a doorway, I'm not sure if the vibe was flirty or just questioning
The part that kills me is that how well the physical-ness transfers in the dream state, I could feel his arm around my shoulders, leaning into me, how nice he smells, holding his hand, such long slim fingers,
egth, what am I?
I woke up wanting to text him, god I hope I get to see him at work once in while so my heart wont pound so hard with the wanting