driving thoughts/drivel
this is kind of a whining drivel but I'm trying to process out so when I start my position next month (hopefully) I'll have a more clean slate in my head
today is fathers day, I've worked every fathers day, mothers day and Easter Sunday for the last 5 years, I've worked several Christmases, New Years as well as our birthdays, I've missed soccer games, my friends and relatives birthdays, I've missed Shamrock Runs, Races for the Cure, faires, craft shows, concerts, apple and berry picking, conventions, I missed a couple of Halloweens because of classes or clinicals
for the last five years I've taken off 1 weekend a year for my Farscape con, and half days off to throw my kids birthday parties
I guess I'm just looking for validation that it was worth it, will I like working every day, having weekends off like a normal person,
it was an easy excuse to not do things, now I really want to experience so much; Oregon Country Fair, Gig Harbor, Shrewsbury, Bead show, camping, the beach
but will I be able to, what about "B"? How will I convince the kidlets to travel with me, have fun
but none of this matters if I don't pass NCLEX, better get crackin, stop F-ing around,,, tomorrow
today is fathers day, I've worked every fathers day, mothers day and Easter Sunday for the last 5 years, I've worked several Christmases, New Years as well as our birthdays, I've missed soccer games, my friends and relatives birthdays, I've missed Shamrock Runs, Races for the Cure, faires, craft shows, concerts, apple and berry picking, conventions, I missed a couple of Halloweens because of classes or clinicals
for the last five years I've taken off 1 weekend a year for my Farscape con, and half days off to throw my kids birthday parties
I guess I'm just looking for validation that it was worth it, will I like working every day, having weekends off like a normal person,
it was an easy excuse to not do things, now I really want to experience so much; Oregon Country Fair, Gig Harbor, Shrewsbury, Bead show, camping, the beach
but will I be able to, what about "B"? How will I convince the kidlets to travel with me, have fun
but none of this matters if I don't pass NCLEX, better get crackin, stop F-ing around,,, tomorrow