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This was supposed to be an e-mail to a friend, but it seemed more appropriate in the emo-nees known as livejournal...I'm such a tool...
Hey,
I miss you! My friend keeps talking about her time in london last year and it reminds me of you. And I was having a halfway decent day until just recently. So I thought I'd e-mail you. I realized that I haven't talked to you/heard from you in a long time. That's not cool. Life seems to be going great. My academics could be better, but this is also supposed to be one of my hardest, if not the hardest, semesters of my track, and I'm uber busy as usual...so I'm ok with that. I think my faith is growing, despite my slacking on going to my life group and reading my bible. I'm going to church weekly, and I love praising Him with singing, however butchered it may be. I pray more, even if it's more inadvertant than I thought it would ever be. My roommate's awesome, and I even like her boyfriend who spends a considerable amount of time here. I'm making closer friends in my nursing classes...one even asked if I wanted to share her apartment next semester. I have a well-paying job that is very cushy and I enjoy it. My love-life even seems to be perking up (I got a date out of that guy I took to our semi-formal...but it seems to keep getting postponed due to our busy schedules). I don't have any expectations for him...I don't think he's cream of any crop I'd like to join, but it's nice to have someone interested enough to ask again. I have very big plans for my summer. Many commitments I want to make in less than only 5 months. But I miss drama. I made my closest friends through it, and I rarely get to see them anymore. And even when I do, it's not the same, I feel like an outsider, like I missed the inside joke and the joke is the big pink elephant is in the room. And I don't feel like myself anymore..or even understand who that is. I think that's just a "tonight" feeling though. I hope so. Ok, it's past time for sleep so I can wake up hating myself for clinical tomorrow. Have fun!
Claire
Hey,
I miss you! My friend keeps talking about her time in london last year and it reminds me of you. And I was having a halfway decent day until just recently. So I thought I'd e-mail you. I realized that I haven't talked to you/heard from you in a long time. That's not cool. Life seems to be going great. My academics could be better, but this is also supposed to be one of my hardest, if not the hardest, semesters of my track, and I'm uber busy as usual...so I'm ok with that. I think my faith is growing, despite my slacking on going to my life group and reading my bible. I'm going to church weekly, and I love praising Him with singing, however butchered it may be. I pray more, even if it's more inadvertant than I thought it would ever be. My roommate's awesome, and I even like her boyfriend who spends a considerable amount of time here. I'm making closer friends in my nursing classes...one even asked if I wanted to share her apartment next semester. I have a well-paying job that is very cushy and I enjoy it. My love-life even seems to be perking up (I got a date out of that guy I took to our semi-formal...but it seems to keep getting postponed due to our busy schedules). I don't have any expectations for him...I don't think he's cream of any crop I'd like to join, but it's nice to have someone interested enough to ask again. I have very big plans for my summer. Many commitments I want to make in less than only 5 months. But I miss drama. I made my closest friends through it, and I rarely get to see them anymore. And even when I do, it's not the same, I feel like an outsider, like I missed the inside joke and the joke is the big pink elephant is in the room. And I don't feel like myself anymore..or even understand who that is. I think that's just a "tonight" feeling though. I hope so. Ok, it's past time for sleep so I can wake up hating myself for clinical tomorrow. Have fun!
Claire