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i am sick. i have the flu. i haven't felt this bad in a long long time. i hope i get better soon. the good out of this is that i have no choice but to lay on the couch like a slug. that means i can't go to the gym, i can't go anywhere. i am just too weak. i practically fall down when i get up to go to the bathroom. you know what the worst is; even though i am sick i am seretly happy because i know that when people are sick they tend to lose a little weight, which i have done. i have even weighed myself several times today to see if i am getting any smaller. isn't that terrible? this is the very reason why i am sick in the first place. my immune system is ruined. i hate mayself right now. what have i done? i mean what kind of person am i who thinks about losing weight when they have a high temperature.