Excuses, excuses...
I make lame excuses. Tis a known fact. It's not a good thing, but they do get me out of sticky situations. I suppose that's an even more terrible thing to say, but sometimes explaining the real reasons why i do things is a lot more complicated and quite hard to apprehend. Maybe i'm just underestimating peoples' intelligence, but it even confuses me a great deal so i assume others would be too. Don't think, however, that i make excuses in the spur of the moment...but i usually take days of thinking things out. Well i don't think about the actual excuse, hence why they are so lame, but i do think about every single option and outcome that i have over and over and over again until my brain explodes.
But ultimately i think that i make such terrible excuses is cuz i am such a masochist. It's like i subconsciencely make sure that i make my life a living hell. Like i won't stop until i have no friends, my family disowns me, and i'm all alone with my 12 cats...then i die from a horrific allergy attack. Not a happy picture, but what else can i say?
Or maybe i'm torturing other people because of what people have done to me. Now there's a thought. eh...it's friday...i'm don't contemplating shit for now.
I will tell you about my day though. The morning went by pretty quickly, but once i got to economics, it dragged. I did have free last so i went to KFC. I went back to school to watch intermurals. Yeah action packed fun indeed. I got bored after like 15 minutes so i checked out how play practice was going. No one was really there. RJ was though...so i watched him. I told Barredo that i need a Shipoopi dress. Yeah...it fit perfectly. I kinda like it, except the ribbon on it...it's kinda blah looking. Speaking of dresses...i think i might need one for pink affair. I wanna go, but i don't have money for a dress or the ticket. Sadness indeed. Hmmm...
This past wednesday honors english went to go see A Midsummers Night Dream. It was fucking awesome. It reminded me why i love the theater so much. I wanna do a Shakespeare play before I die. I'll add that to the 'to do' list. Anyways...back to the play. I didn't expect it to be so good. I was getting ready to get bored and fall asleep. But it seemed like the play was shorter than it was. Ugh...i just wish i could play such great parts, instead of some bullshit part that doesn't matter and is under the age of 13. Just cuz of that i prolly won't do any better in college than i did in high school, but i guess we'll just see.
::sigh::
But ultimately i think that i make such terrible excuses is cuz i am such a masochist. It's like i subconsciencely make sure that i make my life a living hell. Like i won't stop until i have no friends, my family disowns me, and i'm all alone with my 12 cats...then i die from a horrific allergy attack. Not a happy picture, but what else can i say?
Or maybe i'm torturing other people because of what people have done to me. Now there's a thought. eh...it's friday...i'm don't contemplating shit for now.
I will tell you about my day though. The morning went by pretty quickly, but once i got to economics, it dragged. I did have free last so i went to KFC. I went back to school to watch intermurals. Yeah action packed fun indeed. I got bored after like 15 minutes so i checked out how play practice was going. No one was really there. RJ was though...so i watched him. I told Barredo that i need a Shipoopi dress. Yeah...it fit perfectly. I kinda like it, except the ribbon on it...it's kinda blah looking. Speaking of dresses...i think i might need one for pink affair. I wanna go, but i don't have money for a dress or the ticket. Sadness indeed. Hmmm...
This past wednesday honors english went to go see A Midsummers Night Dream. It was fucking awesome. It reminded me why i love the theater so much. I wanna do a Shakespeare play before I die. I'll add that to the 'to do' list. Anyways...back to the play. I didn't expect it to be so good. I was getting ready to get bored and fall asleep. But it seemed like the play was shorter than it was. Ugh...i just wish i could play such great parts, instead of some bullshit part that doesn't matter and is under the age of 13. Just cuz of that i prolly won't do any better in college than i did in high school, but i guess we'll just see.
::sigh::