ramblings of a mad man
Omg!! my family wants to move to clinton or deep river. I have moved around 10 times in my life that i can remember, i am finally happy some where and we are leaving cuz my sister wants her own room what the frig. And inbetween the move we will be crammed at my grams house for a couple months. I love my room here!! there is no other way to explain it, i have my own little space, decorated by yours truly. I also live down the street from my best friend in the world
Ok i plan on writing a lot today just because i have a lot on my mind and this is therapuetic. I have been thinking about how most of my life i had been short changed. I started out as a great little kid never cried i loved going shopping with my mom and grandma, we use to go on family vacations to disney world and camping. I was like the perfect little catholic school boy. Then something happened, my dad, he use to have this really good job and he was making really good money until he got sticky fingers and was fired!! After that i really don't remember my dad, i just remember he worked and drank all the time. And my mom fell into a depression, after that i never was mommys little boy anymore. I think i never got a long with the other kids in school and everywhere else because my mom always fed me ideas that we were somehow better than everyone else and i never had any friends cuz my ninny was always my friend. I still have a hard time making friends mostly because i am shy and most people annoy me. Ok well now i am about 11 years old and we live in this crappy apartment shortly then we moved into my moms mother and my dad went to his mothers. Divorced, they never told me they thought i didn't know and were hiding it from me, i always knew, they just didn't want to hurt me, i was glad they got divorced because then i didn't have to live with both of them. Well my mom got her own apartment with my sister and i stayed with my grandparents and i loved it. I love my ninny and pop pop. I was there for five years and i was living in the down stairs apartment it was awesome. then my mom started to hate her job and wanted to move back with her parents and guess what aaron gets thrown out of the house and forced to move in with his father and step mother. I really didn't like it at first, i missed my grandparents, I odn't know if i like it here now or more that i am use to it.
Anyway in school i always did really well with minimal effort. I don't know if that is because of my inteligence, lol, or because i went to east haven. Ok well i never had people that were just my friends really i always had really close friends. First it was my friend kenny, then Wade, and when i was 11 this girl jenn, when i moved back wtih my grandparents it was my friend kenny again and then it was jay and then we had this group of friends, brian, ryan, dave, joe, erik and others. I also dated Melissa it started out good then it got bad and i really dind't want to be with her anymore. Ok well while i was dating melissa my best friend was jess, we use to do everything together, and i love her family and i still see them. She was one of the reasons i stopped smoking pot and didn't do anything else.
Well i was always good friends with jay and i was always going camping with him at hammo and i really had some of the best times ever up there. I also met one of the most influentual people in my life there. Seriously and i don't think she did anything. Alex is just a person that i realy admire and respect. She is so dedicated, smart and i really can't say enough. I always want to impress her and stuff like i never thought i would be in college on the dean's list, i know it is southern but it is still pretty good. Sometimes i am a dick though, i'm a little too competitive and i really just act like an ass. I'm really close with her family more than i am with my family just because i lost all respect for most of them.
Ok well this point in my life my friends consist mainly of alex, kenny, jay sort of, jess i really just visit her at work, brian i see not all that much his brother ryan is a whole other story, my friend matt is like my kayaking slashing running friend, i have my friend sara we kind of just go shopping and stuff, she is another good friend of mine though.
OH wow well i have totally went off track from my topic, i don't even remember what i was getting to but i think my point is i am pretty happy with the person i am right now i know there are things i would like to be different but i really can't complain even though i do.
ok well this is enough for any entry i shall write again on a more specific topic and elaborate, perhaps...
Aaron
Ok i plan on writing a lot today just because i have a lot on my mind and this is therapuetic. I have been thinking about how most of my life i had been short changed. I started out as a great little kid never cried i loved going shopping with my mom and grandma, we use to go on family vacations to disney world and camping. I was like the perfect little catholic school boy. Then something happened, my dad, he use to have this really good job and he was making really good money until he got sticky fingers and was fired!! After that i really don't remember my dad, i just remember he worked and drank all the time. And my mom fell into a depression, after that i never was mommys little boy anymore. I think i never got a long with the other kids in school and everywhere else because my mom always fed me ideas that we were somehow better than everyone else and i never had any friends cuz my ninny was always my friend. I still have a hard time making friends mostly because i am shy and most people annoy me. Ok well now i am about 11 years old and we live in this crappy apartment shortly then we moved into my moms mother and my dad went to his mothers. Divorced, they never told me they thought i didn't know and were hiding it from me, i always knew, they just didn't want to hurt me, i was glad they got divorced because then i didn't have to live with both of them. Well my mom got her own apartment with my sister and i stayed with my grandparents and i loved it. I love my ninny and pop pop. I was there for five years and i was living in the down stairs apartment it was awesome. then my mom started to hate her job and wanted to move back with her parents and guess what aaron gets thrown out of the house and forced to move in with his father and step mother. I really didn't like it at first, i missed my grandparents, I odn't know if i like it here now or more that i am use to it.
Anyway in school i always did really well with minimal effort. I don't know if that is because of my inteligence, lol, or because i went to east haven. Ok well i never had people that were just my friends really i always had really close friends. First it was my friend kenny, then Wade, and when i was 11 this girl jenn, when i moved back wtih my grandparents it was my friend kenny again and then it was jay and then we had this group of friends, brian, ryan, dave, joe, erik and others. I also dated Melissa it started out good then it got bad and i really dind't want to be with her anymore. Ok well while i was dating melissa my best friend was jess, we use to do everything together, and i love her family and i still see them. She was one of the reasons i stopped smoking pot and didn't do anything else.
Well i was always good friends with jay and i was always going camping with him at hammo and i really had some of the best times ever up there. I also met one of the most influentual people in my life there. Seriously and i don't think she did anything. Alex is just a person that i realy admire and respect. She is so dedicated, smart and i really can't say enough. I always want to impress her and stuff like i never thought i would be in college on the dean's list, i know it is southern but it is still pretty good. Sometimes i am a dick though, i'm a little too competitive and i really just act like an ass. I'm really close with her family more than i am with my family just because i lost all respect for most of them.
Ok well this point in my life my friends consist mainly of alex, kenny, jay sort of, jess i really just visit her at work, brian i see not all that much his brother ryan is a whole other story, my friend matt is like my kayaking slashing running friend, i have my friend sara we kind of just go shopping and stuff, she is another good friend of mine though.
OH wow well i have totally went off track from my topic, i don't even remember what i was getting to but i think my point is i am pretty happy with the person i am right now i know there are things i would like to be different but i really can't complain even though i do.
ok well this is enough for any entry i shall write again on a more specific topic and elaborate, perhaps...
Aaron