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[cbasista]

yea, so I went out Friday night with Jen & a bunch of other girls. It was pretty fun. This girl Heather is a first grade teacher at Holy Redeemer & she was super nice so we talked a lot & had a lot in common. She was really sweet. I hope that I come off as really sweet to people because I'd like to think that I am nice :) I'm so tired lately just because I've been working so darn much, & of course it's never enough money. But things always work themselves out. I'm going out with Sylvia & a bunch of other girlfriends on Thursday night to celebrate her birthday. We're all gonna go to Birmingham for a girls night out!!!! Fun times await! Watch out!!! LOL. I like my new job so far - it's super easy most of the time, I just need more money. There's a couple of guys that I work with who are gay - I dunno what it is with me, but I gravitate toward gay guys. I just get along with them really well. I guess it's the whole "female" bonding thing (sorta) ... I think that makes sense. I don't really care for this guy Tim though ... he's annoying ... real sarcastic ... & I'm too sweet for all that. I've always been like the quiet sweet girl & just don't get the personalities of the overly sacastic. But that's just me :) And that's ok. I really desperately so badly want to work with kids, preferably in a school. I know that once I do eventually get a job in a school that it will be hard & challenging, but I want it. Like lots of people are annoyed with kids - I'm not. They just really don't bother me whatsoever. I'd actually rather be around kids & help them. It's my dream. I know that i can be a good teacher. There's another guy that I work with who is a teacher & he just works there part time. Anyways, I think he's the cutest out of al lof the guys I work with (and I pretty much work with mostly guys). But he's married :( oh well. He's my age too, actually just turned 28. I have to take a theatre class this fall that I am not looking forward to, but oh well, it has to be taken, so why not get it over with. I mean I have a degree in communication, so I've obviously gotten up in front of a bunch of people. And honestly, I don't even worry about it when I teach because I will be teaching children, and they don't bother me. I mostly get nervous in front of a crowd of adults or my peers. Well, I should go to bed since I've been running on empty all day. LATER :)

P.S. - I really & truely believe that all of my sacrifices and hard work today will pay off & land me my dream job.