Jul 28, 2005 11:27
my eyes hurt
they're water-logged
i couldnt breathe
i couldnt sleep
im tired
i dont want to go to practice
later, questions will be asked
i told much more than i should have
i listened the way he had intended
i fell into words and found false security
too good to be true
too busy?
too stressed?
is it all...was it all...bullshit?
lie to me
tell me it meant nothing
tell me im still dreaming
it's one of those hallucinations i am o so familiar with
who will talk to me at night?
who will fall asleep with me on the phone?
who will be there to catch me when i fall?
why do i care?
how do i forget?
i can't
id be lying
to say this was all pretend
i know there was something
i know there was love
in short...he's breaking up with me