and we dance...

Mar 11, 2004 17:24

Life.

A big ass game.

yuppers....you roll the dice get a good hand. Move. Roll the dice, move, go back 3 spaces. Skip a turn, uno!, SORRY, MONOPOLY....life.

I dunno what point that had, but i felt like sharing.

I had a panic attack the other night. Dude I miss the fucking god damned Bean WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??????? i hate that place, naw fuck hate..i DEPISE that place and all it contains, crack heads and broken fucking dreams.

Um, cops came out yesterday..fun times.

I literally ran today. do ya alls know how much i hate running?...i was THAT hyper. A good nights sleep is what I needed. and some COFFEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Um, gettin the house apraised Monday.

You know who's been poppin up in my mind latley? Jiggs, Jiggs and Josh actually. *shudders* As much as I try to push that shit to the back of my mind amd move on...I keep I dunno, yeah

Like the whole panic attack thing. about how badly my life sucks..which in all reality its not THAT bad. I kept thinking about how i contimplated suicide this summer, and how bad shit used to be with Josh, how just...yeah u know?

I hate not being able to breath...I hate it. Thats also why I could never do speed...I'm NATRUALLY HYPPPPPPER so if i take speed, it sloooows my breathing a lot. Sounds fucked up welp, it is.

Um, what else. I guess thats about it i have been writing on papers latley. I do that when i got deeeeeeeeep shit on my mind.

peace, love, unity and respect.

mmmmmmmm raves.
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