Feb 22, 2004 09:03
Dude, I am the fucking wicked witch of the..country. I feel like the biggest p.o.s.about Pervy. I do. Then when i talk to my sunshine. I feel 10 million x's worse. FACT.
I tried for the longest time to supress/erase my feelings for him. Cuz of all the shit that is just gonna fuck it up. I talked to him about it last night. And he said well all those are draw backs, and they are very big draw backs at that but they dont have to do at all with the emotions between me and you. Which is true. But think about it ya know? different state hmmmmmmm havent I done THAT before? Homies...when all is said and done, I would like to keep the homies I have now and I'm sure he feels the same, Not to mention he has someone in his life, someone whom he has a lot of history with and who is there, with him. Trying to be with him once more.....oh yeah and that whole fear of getting hurt thing....know how it is.
I cant help it tho. He is my sunshine. Everyone has one so fuck off. That person that just, after talking to them you smile and feel all giddy n shit. Yep that'd be him. So Regardless of a relationship blooming or not. He's my sunshine.
if i could sing...I'd totally sing him that song
'your my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy when skys are grey, you'll never know dear how much i love you, please dont take my sunshine away'
....so yeah Peace.