Wack City
So, I got here thursday at 1 am, and at 6 am, it started. I got my sister of to school, helped get muh babies off to school / daycare, then i baby sat ian all day, watched carrie, keith, kylie, kyler, and korey that night, got up watched em all all day long, then i went out, came home, got up watched em all all day long again....
yeah shoot me please. I seriously CANNOT take this. I'm not used to it anymore for one, i'm not liking this whole being taken as the new babysitting bitch, and quite frankily. I'm not liking kids these days.
Like Rebecca (my OLDER sister rebecca) came in and all casually says " So you got Ian tomorrow right Cyndi?" i'm like uh?..no? for one i was promised monday would be my day, and two I'm tryin to get a job man ...i cant just be sitting here all damn day. Granted i'm sposed to be goin to florida like, right after thanksgiving but whatever man....
I hope they get that townhouse....
So bla...I'm seriously considering drinking the kool aid Im really wondering if this shit is worth it? I gotta put up with these fucking bitches all day, kids, drama drama drama, ya gotta watch what you say to anyone cuz if even if u jokingly say something thats how shit gets started.
I just blaaaah, I'm glad i got my mom on my team. I think by taking out the piercings and such she realizes i'm serious about this shit. not to mention I think she knows that michelles done a 360....like dude. Last year or whatever we would sit and like talk shit about people (not like hate just fucking around) or whatever....you know? and now shes all different she was fat hatin earlier and i'm like laughing like come on dont fat hate man....i'm sitting right here. and shes like i can do what the fuck i want, i'm not fat anymore.
well yeah man, going on a year long heroine bindge kinda does that to you.
wanna hear something sick? i think the one person i CAN get along with the most, is my sister rebecca....granted I dont plan on telling her any secrets (tho i have none to tell) I think shes more on my team than anyone else who's here right now.
OOOOOH I might be gettin a job at speedway out in beaverdam, pends on the whole ride sitchuation. First my mom says "You'll have a ride anywhere Cyndi" then I tell her how Coral is the manager and Elizebeth gave me an app last night and shes like "Well, I dunno how we'd get you back and forth"
so....who knows.
but if that works out then fresh, cuz i so want to work at a gas station.
bla. I'm so fucking sick too and i'm all dazed right now cuzza the medicine....
anywho i'll shorten this up.
things I learned so far since being back:
1) dont open your mouth, to anyone.
2) just smile and nod.
3) skinny bitches are ALL evil.
4) Richie Warren wants my sister....so wrong
5) Michelle converted to the shit talking dark side hater bitches side.
6) I hate kids
7) I hate spiderman
8) I hate the taste of Nyquil
9) I miss the DH so much
10) I really am doubting my confidence in myself, and ability to do this.
man....will the day after thanksgiving ever get here?
yeah shoot me please. I seriously CANNOT take this. I'm not used to it anymore for one, i'm not liking this whole being taken as the new babysitting bitch, and quite frankily. I'm not liking kids these days.
Like Rebecca (my OLDER sister rebecca) came in and all casually says " So you got Ian tomorrow right Cyndi?" i'm like uh?..no? for one i was promised monday would be my day, and two I'm tryin to get a job man ...i cant just be sitting here all damn day. Granted i'm sposed to be goin to florida like, right after thanksgiving but whatever man....
I hope they get that townhouse....
So bla...I'm seriously considering drinking the kool aid Im really wondering if this shit is worth it? I gotta put up with these fucking bitches all day, kids, drama drama drama, ya gotta watch what you say to anyone cuz if even if u jokingly say something thats how shit gets started.
I just blaaaah, I'm glad i got my mom on my team. I think by taking out the piercings and such she realizes i'm serious about this shit. not to mention I think she knows that michelles done a 360....like dude. Last year or whatever we would sit and like talk shit about people (not like hate just fucking around) or whatever....you know? and now shes all different she was fat hatin earlier and i'm like laughing like come on dont fat hate man....i'm sitting right here. and shes like i can do what the fuck i want, i'm not fat anymore.
well yeah man, going on a year long heroine bindge kinda does that to you.
wanna hear something sick? i think the one person i CAN get along with the most, is my sister rebecca....granted I dont plan on telling her any secrets (tho i have none to tell) I think shes more on my team than anyone else who's here right now.
OOOOOH I might be gettin a job at speedway out in beaverdam, pends on the whole ride sitchuation. First my mom says "You'll have a ride anywhere Cyndi" then I tell her how Coral is the manager and Elizebeth gave me an app last night and shes like "Well, I dunno how we'd get you back and forth"
so....who knows.
but if that works out then fresh, cuz i so want to work at a gas station.
bla. I'm so fucking sick too and i'm all dazed right now cuzza the medicine....
anywho i'll shorten this up.
things I learned so far since being back:
1) dont open your mouth, to anyone.
2) just smile and nod.
3) skinny bitches are ALL evil.
4) Richie Warren wants my sister....so wrong
5) Michelle converted to the shit talking dark side hater bitches side.
6) I hate kids
7) I hate spiderman
8) I hate the taste of Nyquil
9) I miss the DH so much
10) I really am doubting my confidence in myself, and ability to do this.
man....will the day after thanksgiving ever get here?