Jun 18, 2004 08:45
ReverseTheRedrum: dont do it... why the fuck would you wanna leave the detroit area for some fuckin nebraska what kinda fuckin stupid are you anyways?
Latley, I've been doing a lot of thinking. I just I feel so weird. like i feel as tho i intrude on erryone i talk to.
I feel like i just I dont belong anywhere. bleh.
I'll figure it out ya know i always do.
but yesterday i talked to J and he like, made me feel like a fucking idiot. telling me that I have a huge ego. and that its because i'm self concious n shit
i'm sorry he might think he knows every fucking thing in the world...but mr. know it the fuck nothing... doesnt pay attention when i say I am content with who i am...i like myself sorry if most people in the world DONT like who they are...
I know i have a lot of faults, and thats ok i accept them and i still got mad fuckin love for myself...how the fuck does that make me self concious?
and as far as an ego go's. yeah i got one BIG mother fuckin ego. I've done a LOT of things...good, bad, learned a LOT of shit in my short life... and like I know more than the average person... so if that means i have an ego? sue my ass.
I just i literally wanted to go through the phone and choke his ass for sayin that shit to me...
Who does he think he is?
bleh. I shut my phone off (service wise) just cuz i was so upset i didnt want to talk to anyone yesterday.