************************** UNI
If only words could express HOW MUCH I HATE UNIVERSITY.
I don't want to be here a second longer, I want to quit now and never have to come back to this shithole. But then people will only ever have me down as a quitter (if they don't already). But they don't even realise what it's like. How shitty I feel every moment of every day that I'm here. How I count down the days, hours, minutes and SECONDS until I can go home again. (Oh, and for the record, I leave this stupid place in approximately 518,400 seconds - which sounds like such a ridiculously long time that I might just have to pack my bags and come home now). I can't tell you how tempted I am to throw some clothes in a suitcase (although most of them are still there from last time), call a cab and come home right now. I was supposed to be coming home this weekend, but can't afford to do that and then come back for 2 days. But who says I'd wanna come back at all? I hate everything about Uni. There is no good part. I've made a few close friends, but you guys will always be my crew, and I wanna be home with you, and with my family, with people that love me.
Well, I'm gonna go stare at my suitcase, then close my eyes and see if I can magically transport myself home.
I'd like to say I'll snap out of it - but I've been like this for nearly 2 and a 1/2 years, and unless I quit now, that won't be changing any time soon.
I don't want to be here a second longer, I want to quit now and never have to come back to this shithole. But then people will only ever have me down as a quitter (if they don't already). But they don't even realise what it's like. How shitty I feel every moment of every day that I'm here. How I count down the days, hours, minutes and SECONDS until I can go home again. (Oh, and for the record, I leave this stupid place in approximately 518,400 seconds - which sounds like such a ridiculously long time that I might just have to pack my bags and come home now). I can't tell you how tempted I am to throw some clothes in a suitcase (although most of them are still there from last time), call a cab and come home right now. I was supposed to be coming home this weekend, but can't afford to do that and then come back for 2 days. But who says I'd wanna come back at all? I hate everything about Uni. There is no good part. I've made a few close friends, but you guys will always be my crew, and I wanna be home with you, and with my family, with people that love me.
Well, I'm gonna go stare at my suitcase, then close my eyes and see if I can magically transport myself home.
I'd like to say I'll snap out of it - but I've been like this for nearly 2 and a 1/2 years, and unless I quit now, that won't be changing any time soon.