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As of today I have finished my second year of Uni, it seems a bit weird I'm not ready to go into my final year, so hopefully I sort out a placement which will be a new challange and then I can go back to Uni.
Its weird how gutted I feel when I don't get a first even on courseworks. Every single one has been above a 2:1 two of them have been 1sts, the weirdest thing is its the two which I thought I'd done the worst in.
I just always want to get firsts these days, there would have been a time when I'd be over the moon with a 2:1, but I have changed a lot. I work so hard that I deserve to do well. Thats not me being arrogant or anything like that, its just a fact.
I fucked up my alevels royally and when I got the first in my first year there is noone that was more shocked than me especially when I opened that letter to tell me my results and my hand was shaking because I was that scared.
Again when I got my 1st semester results I had the same feeling yet I looked down and saw a 1st in both of these exams. I think I should get a first in Finance, hopefully in OB and maybe in OM. Markets and Comp I should get a high 2:1 I think.
I don't want to get my hopes up in case I havn't done well I hate waiting for results, but I know if I dont end up with a high 2:1 at least I will be gutted, and then part of me will be very gutted if I don't get a 1st. Its not just me its the people I hang around with at Uni. I hang around with people who are hard working and get similar marks.
I just hope I do well.
Its a nice feeling to not have anything to worry about, I am quite happy about that. I'm very bored tonight though which is a bit shit.
Its weird how gutted I feel when I don't get a first even on courseworks. Every single one has been above a 2:1 two of them have been 1sts, the weirdest thing is its the two which I thought I'd done the worst in.
I just always want to get firsts these days, there would have been a time when I'd be over the moon with a 2:1, but I have changed a lot. I work so hard that I deserve to do well. Thats not me being arrogant or anything like that, its just a fact.
I fucked up my alevels royally and when I got the first in my first year there is noone that was more shocked than me especially when I opened that letter to tell me my results and my hand was shaking because I was that scared.
Again when I got my 1st semester results I had the same feeling yet I looked down and saw a 1st in both of these exams. I think I should get a first in Finance, hopefully in OB and maybe in OM. Markets and Comp I should get a high 2:1 I think.
I don't want to get my hopes up in case I havn't done well I hate waiting for results, but I know if I dont end up with a high 2:1 at least I will be gutted, and then part of me will be very gutted if I don't get a 1st. Its not just me its the people I hang around with at Uni. I hang around with people who are hard working and get similar marks.
I just hope I do well.
Its a nice feeling to not have anything to worry about, I am quite happy about that. I'm very bored tonight though which is a bit shit.