1st Entry
Hello. This is my first entry. Im tired, its late, however im here typing. I dont do a lot of writing, so this stuff is new for me. I never used to like writing but its starting to grow on me.
I find myself having trouble in terms of relating to people. I think what I look for in a girl is something not to be found. I dont wanna get tied down into a relationship because the pain that comes with the aftermath is pretty intense, but theres someone who has broken my barrier.
So now Im in a limbo because Im getting attatched, but I dont know if its right. Shes a good girl but has a lot of issues. And I got no problem helping her through her issues or just doing what I can, but I dont want her to get dependent on me. I just want someone to truely care for my wellbeing regardless of her position. Something unconditional.
Perhaps part of me is just scared of getting hurt again. I hold in a lot of hurt because I have lost a lot of people close to me and part of me doesnt want someone else to lose. I just want to be happy and be able to enjoy my life with the people around me. Dont you?
I find myself having trouble in terms of relating to people. I think what I look for in a girl is something not to be found. I dont wanna get tied down into a relationship because the pain that comes with the aftermath is pretty intense, but theres someone who has broken my barrier.
So now Im in a limbo because Im getting attatched, but I dont know if its right. Shes a good girl but has a lot of issues. And I got no problem helping her through her issues or just doing what I can, but I dont want her to get dependent on me. I just want someone to truely care for my wellbeing regardless of her position. Something unconditional.
Perhaps part of me is just scared of getting hurt again. I hold in a lot of hurt because I have lost a lot of people close to me and part of me doesnt want someone else to lose. I just want to be happy and be able to enjoy my life with the people around me. Dont you?