forgot what i wanted to say... so ima just talk about what im feeling
"where did we go wrong, i put my soul in this song"
i put my heart into my life. i give my all in what i do but i find myself more and more unhappy. people dont change. not many care and the few who do dont really care when it gets down to it. eh but why complain? i choose everyday to stick to my values and so i earned this unhappy state, maybe it will pay off though. we'll find out
"and all i see is these paranoid bitches, illegal adventures" / "am i cold or is it just i sold my soul - addicted to the streets - never find true peace im told"
i live my life in a way thats 'free' but so encumbered. i know i have so much potential (people say this to me) but yet, in this place, how much potential do i have. to fulfill my potential would need me to give up my values. at least as i see it now. so i say fuck that and fuck u. ima do my shit and keep on going. im not looking to find happyness in this physical form. because i cant be happy when there are so many people that are taken advantage of out there.
"come take my body god, dont let me suffer any longer"
--i feel tired. im down. it happens =) its funny wat? i find it amusing, my situtation. ill be alright though. thats what my mom strives for and thats what ima keep striving for till im gone.
i put my heart into my life. i give my all in what i do but i find myself more and more unhappy. people dont change. not many care and the few who do dont really care when it gets down to it. eh but why complain? i choose everyday to stick to my values and so i earned this unhappy state, maybe it will pay off though. we'll find out
"and all i see is these paranoid bitches, illegal adventures" / "am i cold or is it just i sold my soul - addicted to the streets - never find true peace im told"
i live my life in a way thats 'free' but so encumbered. i know i have so much potential (people say this to me) but yet, in this place, how much potential do i have. to fulfill my potential would need me to give up my values. at least as i see it now. so i say fuck that and fuck u. ima do my shit and keep on going. im not looking to find happyness in this physical form. because i cant be happy when there are so many people that are taken advantage of out there.
"come take my body god, dont let me suffer any longer"
--i feel tired. im down. it happens =) its funny wat? i find it amusing, my situtation. ill be alright though. thats what my mom strives for and thats what ima keep striving for till im gone.