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ITS SOOO HARD TO LISTEN TO THE MUSIC MARLEY!!....(u know what i mean)
Marley called me last night. i was so scared i didnt know what to say really! it was just so awesome hearing his voice again after i thought id blown it! so im happy now that i know he doesnt COMPETELY hate me! Paige was there when i got the phone call... shes knows what happened and she was there to give me the hug i so very much needed!! im so glad she understands. but there's a problem....
me and paige are ok at the moment. the problem is, we both cant completely let go of the past. we sat down and talked about it last night . her ex Sam texts her quite alot and he's really overprotective of her. saying he wants her back and stuff. she said she's confused because she really wants to be with me and move on from her past, but then she still cant get over Sam.
then there's Marley. he's amazing and i love him to bits. but if i choose to make a prat of myself and declare my love for him again, wether or not he chooses to ignore it, i dont know what i'll do! im in exactly the same place as Paige except the person i love lives 200 miles away! god this sucks! what makes it worse is Marley has a girlfriend and im not entirely sure whats going on with them..., from what he said last night, it doesnt look good! and now i REALLY dont know what to do for the best...i dont want to break anybody up!! but we'll see wont we. i've just gotta refrain from doing something stupid! as always!!
but Paige is amazing and shes helped me through the past few months so i owe alot to her. shes a complete angel. ♥
it just seems like this isnt gonna work. its pretty clear we cant let go of other people so i think we'll go through with our decision to take a break for a while, sort things out and if its still the same after a month or two, we'll just be mates. there's no way we COULDNT be mates!
so im hoping Marley isnt tooo confused and id better get to thinking about what the hell im gonna do!!
oh well. what happens, happens.
xXx caz xXx
ITS SOOO HARD TO LISTEN TO THE MUSIC MARLEY!!....(u know what i mean)
Marley called me last night. i was so scared i didnt know what to say really! it was just so awesome hearing his voice again after i thought id blown it! so im happy now that i know he doesnt COMPETELY hate me! Paige was there when i got the phone call... shes knows what happened and she was there to give me the hug i so very much needed!! im so glad she understands. but there's a problem....
me and paige are ok at the moment. the problem is, we both cant completely let go of the past. we sat down and talked about it last night . her ex Sam texts her quite alot and he's really overprotective of her. saying he wants her back and stuff. she said she's confused because she really wants to be with me and move on from her past, but then she still cant get over Sam.
then there's Marley. he's amazing and i love him to bits. but if i choose to make a prat of myself and declare my love for him again, wether or not he chooses to ignore it, i dont know what i'll do! im in exactly the same place as Paige except the person i love lives 200 miles away! god this sucks! what makes it worse is Marley has a girlfriend and im not entirely sure whats going on with them..., from what he said last night, it doesnt look good! and now i REALLY dont know what to do for the best...i dont want to break anybody up!! but we'll see wont we. i've just gotta refrain from doing something stupid! as always!!
but Paige is amazing and shes helped me through the past few months so i owe alot to her. shes a complete angel. ♥
it just seems like this isnt gonna work. its pretty clear we cant let go of other people so i think we'll go through with our decision to take a break for a while, sort things out and if its still the same after a month or two, we'll just be mates. there's no way we COULDNT be mates!
so im hoping Marley isnt tooo confused and id better get to thinking about what the hell im gonna do!!
oh well. what happens, happens.
xXx caz xXx