Jan 20, 2006 15:30
well, wow! looks like i totally forgot about this place! haha. well im at work again but i just got off my shift so thats cool. now taking advandage of their PC's. (as ya do)
anyways, not much has happened. Kittie and i finished it coz she cheated on me with my ex, Lucy, on CHRISTMAS DAY!! how fu*kin harsh is that! but thats all cool now coz i dont bare grudges for long and i get over things quickly. so anyways, Henson came down to stay with us for xmas. dont know if that was particlarly a good thing or not.
1: because he tried to bed both me AND my younger sister ( fu*ked up )
2: because he became all depressed about his life and said he was feeling suicidal, THEN wouldnt let me or my family go near him or try to help him, when we were giving him a place to stay
3: and finally, because he just doesnt understand that life is worth living and he just didnt try and be happy at ANY time over xmas.
so i dont think he's coming down for a very long time.
then there's Marley. we had a major falling out (started by Henson) and it caused Marley to totally abandon me and not talk to me for, like, ages!, then he got back with his ex fiance after he said to me he would never do that because he hates her. but lately, he said he wants us to be mates, but of course, if you love someone who 'just wants to be mates', then it kinda screws your heart up doesnt it.
oh well, whats done is done and it dont look like i can change it. so i guess id better just start all over again. a clean slate. end.
soapart from all that, yeah, im fine. so..um.. bye!
hehe
xxx caz xxx