In repsonse to Lexie's comment..

Aug 04, 2004 11:18

(because that entry is not on the page anymore)

Dude.

I can't help it if I have a lot of friends. I'm just a social person, and I put myself out there before you do most of the time. I DON'T have all your friends. What the heck? I've been friends with the people I hang out with at the movies for a long time. Except Shane, Jacob, Matthew, and Daniel. I've known everybody else for at least a year.
And forcing you to go somewhere you don't want to? When did I do that? I always ask you if you wanna go here, or there because you look bored, and I hate that. So I make suggestions and you turn them down, so we're both bored and in bitchy moods.
And it's really not my problem if 'all my friends hate you.' That has nothing to do with me. I only know that because Lindsay told me. I don't know where she got it from, but as long as you have a couple close, and pure friends then that's much more fortunate than to have a group of shitty friends. I'm saying that from experience, Lexie.
I don't really know what else to say...um about the band...I brought up the idea because I couldn't stand the way that you were just ignoring me, and I didn't know the reason so that just made me feel like you were ditching me for Loren. No ofeense to Loren or anybody, though. Or you, Lexie. I'm just saying that, I can't be around people who do that to me. Much less start a band with them. I know it was our idea, and it might not even be permanent. That was just how I felt at the moment, and how I still feel. I'm sorry.

Lexie, you were a perfect friend. Until this happened. You were my everything, and I would have fucking died for you. Everyday the first thing I thought when I woke up was about you, because you were always there for me and we were like sisters. Remember the Valley Metro thing? I'll never forget that. It was so much fun, and afterwards when we got busted you stuck with me, and we were there for eachother through everything. But the feeling that you gave me was as soon as I went to San Diego, you found new friends and you're just ditching me for them. I'm not saying that's the case, cause apperantly it's not, but that's what you made me feel by not telling me.

Let's talk about this, okay?
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