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Well, this week was crap. Well, at least my birthday was utter crap.
My dad's seeing another woman. I know I should be happy he's moved on and whatever, but it just bothers me. The woman (I refuse to address her by her name) had the audacity to snatch the phone out of my dad's hand and try to stir up nice chit chat on a long distance call. And she called me Nikky. Anyone who cherishes their life knows better than to do that. So, plans to visit dad will probably be scratched, so I'll probably be spending the holidays alone or voluntarily doing hours. Fun.
Ok, onto my craptastic day, in nice, easy to swallow "Reader's Digest" version:
- Stray dog we've been watching over gave birth in the kennels overnight, and ate two of her four puppies. That was a fantastic mess to get to clean up. The two that survived aren't looking very well either.
- Dog ate my remote.
- Dog deposited a birthday "present" in front of the door, that I unfortunately stepped on.
- Double shift.
- Speeding ticket running from said shift to exam.
- Late to exam, and probably did terrible on it.
- Everyone forgot my birthday.
At least today was a bit better, day off and my lab was canceled for the day. So I laid about in my pyjamas watching horrible daytime television, rather than utilised my time wisely and studied for the exam I have next week.
I know I'm always the somewhat optimistic person of the bunch, the "look towards the brighter side" type-- but these last few weeks have really crushed any speck of joy out of my life. I'm tired of this damned program, I regret my career path, and I miss everyone. Not really sure why I'm ranting here, no one reads it anyhow. I guess it's better than venting it at someone else. I don't know.
My dad's seeing another woman. I know I should be happy he's moved on and whatever, but it just bothers me. The woman (I refuse to address her by her name) had the audacity to snatch the phone out of my dad's hand and try to stir up nice chit chat on a long distance call. And she called me Nikky. Anyone who cherishes their life knows better than to do that. So, plans to visit dad will probably be scratched, so I'll probably be spending the holidays alone or voluntarily doing hours. Fun.
Ok, onto my craptastic day, in nice, easy to swallow "Reader's Digest" version:
- Stray dog we've been watching over gave birth in the kennels overnight, and ate two of her four puppies. That was a fantastic mess to get to clean up. The two that survived aren't looking very well either.
- Dog ate my remote.
- Dog deposited a birthday "present" in front of the door, that I unfortunately stepped on.
- Double shift.
- Speeding ticket running from said shift to exam.
- Late to exam, and probably did terrible on it.
- Everyone forgot my birthday.
At least today was a bit better, day off and my lab was canceled for the day. So I laid about in my pyjamas watching horrible daytime television, rather than utilised my time wisely and studied for the exam I have next week.
I know I'm always the somewhat optimistic person of the bunch, the "look towards the brighter side" type-- but these last few weeks have really crushed any speck of joy out of my life. I'm tired of this damned program, I regret my career path, and I miss everyone. Not really sure why I'm ranting here, no one reads it anyhow. I guess it's better than venting it at someone else. I don't know.