hmm.
so i never update? yeah.. i remember a time when i wouldn't be able to go two days without updating some journal.. now there's myspace. haha. oh well.
so school is out. which means one year left. which is fucking amazing. i went to graduation again. and cried again. because i'm a big loser, but whatever. i can't believe next graduation will be mine! :) yayy.
i feel like the next two years are just going to be full of surprises. and changes. and i'm really looking foward to it. everyone is going to be going in so many different directions, while trying desperately to hold on to everything that is normal. it's so amazing.
i think that i'm going to be spending a few days, maybe even a week or two, at the grandmas/aunts house. because me and the mother got into a freaking huge ass fight, and i can't even stand to be around her. which kind of sucks, because that could put a damper on her helping me out with another car.
atleast i'm going to be spending three weeks with my dad. i'm actually really looking foward to it. i feel like we're going to bond, since no one else will really be around. so theres no avoiding it. i really want him to want to see me more than just like once a year. but we'll see how that goes.
college is going to be so amazing. i can already tell. i've learned how not to start over in a new place, so atleast i have that under my belt. and it won't be so shocking since i've already been through sort of the same type thing. i can't wait.
i can't wait for not having a fourth period next year! so i get to leave at noon, yay. and i get an A for having a job. which will make my GPA better. yippee.
it sucks that the summer has to start off like this, with fighting and stuff but oh well...it'll pass. eventually.
so school is out. which means one year left. which is fucking amazing. i went to graduation again. and cried again. because i'm a big loser, but whatever. i can't believe next graduation will be mine! :) yayy.
i feel like the next two years are just going to be full of surprises. and changes. and i'm really looking foward to it. everyone is going to be going in so many different directions, while trying desperately to hold on to everything that is normal. it's so amazing.
i think that i'm going to be spending a few days, maybe even a week or two, at the grandmas/aunts house. because me and the mother got into a freaking huge ass fight, and i can't even stand to be around her. which kind of sucks, because that could put a damper on her helping me out with another car.
atleast i'm going to be spending three weeks with my dad. i'm actually really looking foward to it. i feel like we're going to bond, since no one else will really be around. so theres no avoiding it. i really want him to want to see me more than just like once a year. but we'll see how that goes.
college is going to be so amazing. i can already tell. i've learned how not to start over in a new place, so atleast i have that under my belt. and it won't be so shocking since i've already been through sort of the same type thing. i can't wait.
i can't wait for not having a fourth period next year! so i get to leave at noon, yay. and i get an A for having a job. which will make my GPA better. yippee.
it sucks that the summer has to start off like this, with fighting and stuff but oh well...it'll pass. eventually.