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wow...what an extremely stressful month this is. I'm lacking a lot of sleep and it's gonna catch up to me probably in the middle of a class...alksdjla Yes, I've realized the serious lack of updates...too many things have happened lately, that I'd rather not get into. but for the most part at least, i'm okay. i've been stressed lately, so i know ive been irritated with some people and im sorry for that but, its just not a good time for me right now..so im sorry for any of u who ive been a little harsh with lately..
today has just sucked. sucked, sucked, SUCKED. Math test? *gags* I don't even want to think about it...math project? finished it at 1:30 am, came to school, checked the problems one more time...and of course..there were like..7 that didn't work. COMPLETE last minute repairs. french?? phonetiques...theyre driving me INSANE. science..88 on my last test..sdfghjkl HOW?
This is all getting a little overwhelming.. I've never been more focused on school in my entire life. i don't think i've picked up my phone for a normal conversation with anyone. But it's the end of the last quarter and I realized that this it it..these are the years that count..I want to make them count. w/e call me anal about my grades, I don't care..i've always been like that and it's not about to change. well..I feel a rant coming on....eh..mebbe later..
quinces practices are going well, fun as usual. isa birthday is saturday and im gonna bake her a gigatanormous cookie cake :) marlins game is saturday..well I've just realized i have nothing um..marlins-related. oh well..anyway so yeh tomorrow there is NO SCHOOL *squeals* yeh yeh be jealous..now i get to catch up on some much needed sleep.. oh yeh my recital was last saturday and it went quite well actually..despite the fact that i was SPAZZING out..jackie and mike went and i luv u both for going =) so yeh then we went to sunset with tommy cynt douglas lindsey yvette etc.. oh and friday was me and mikes six months <3333 :)
well i think i'll release the rant. and no u do not have to read it.
School is getting immmmmensly hard. I barely have to time to sit down and breathe. Of course, teachers decide to CRAM everything in at the last minute now, because finals are in...THREE flipping weeks and they have realized that because of their lack of "good-teaching-skills", all of their classes are failing. Sooooooooooo what do these incompetent "teachers" do? Give out projects, tests (sometimes 2 in a row), abnomrally hard quizzes that should be counted as tests, etc., so they can "BALANCE" out their grades. Stupid...yes. Why? Honestly..do you really think people who are "failing" are going to even attempt to study? If they haven't before, why in the hell would they start now. Seriously..if they really cared about their grades they'd put SOME form of effort into their work and not fucking freeload off of other people. That pisses me off so...fucking...much. And seriously, it's the end of the year...we're in HIGHSCHOOL now. This is what counts. FORGET middle school. You could've been the smartest kid in middle school, but do you think colleges and universities are really going to look at that??? NO. I'm sorry but freeloaders get me mad...no...correction, it pisses me the hell off. Let's not do our hw, cuz caro always does it we can just copy hers, why are u such an overachiever??, let's pair up with caro so she can do all the work, lets sit next to caro cuz she takes the time to actually study, she has no life just school.....For those of you who know what I'm talking about then you'll understand that it doesnt feel very good when people begin to degrade you because of your intelligence..It's actually pretty pathetic..and its sad to think that people are really like that..but hey, im not a miracle worker, i cant do much about it..but people honestly need to grow up... w/e no one cares to read this so..
RANT OVER =)