"Show me what's holy/then show me to bed/I'm collapsing anyway/the edges starting to fray"
every long lost friend is popping in to say hello it seems
i had a fun adventure night with Jen and some cohorts of hers last week
graeme is here
living with us indefinitely
those who have seen our space are appalled that we are going to try
and have four people live within
hannah is coming to town with her delicious, delightful baby boy
(the only baby i've ever loved who, happily, loves me too)
i'm taking a Bach flower remedy, and whoo boy
things are happening
Things Are Happening
I'm trying to keep fighting the good fight
it's harder now that I'm losing daylight
once the world is dropped into eternal night and the only natural light seen is through a window
it makes it tough to be motivated
i'm determined to go to school for spring
determined to keep pursuing my own beauty
determined to find love in every form i can
determined to quest for further truths.
plunging into my own depths is still a form of exploration, and coming into the light again becomes sharper and colder and more refreshing.
that sounds kind of sexy.