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jeff's poetry is good
jeff is good
im trying not to let myself fall hard
ohhh my gosh im trying not to
but he's so romantic
here's a poem he sent me
Open your arms
let me show you what love can be like
it is all tears
and it will be till the end of your time
come closer my love
will you let me tear your heart apart?
now all hope is gone
so drown in this love
I'm waiting for you to drown in my love - so open your arms
I'm waiting for you to open your arms - and drown in this love
so my love
your laughter is finally turning into tears
and you're begging for more
although the end is getting near
come closer my love
I'll violate you in the most sensual way
until - you drown in this love
i like it a lot.
hes just too good to be true i swear it.
my dad doesnt know we're together..he said i cant have a boyfriend either
i dont like this at all.
i miss him a lot already.
last night my dad freaked. all i asked to do was go cosmic bowling with jeff..and it ended up crazed to the point that after jeff called to ask if i could go, my dad said i cant talk to him anymore..im so confused. i was just telling jeff what was going on..and then my dad said that. it killed me. i just..AHHH i cant make ANY sense of it..and im almost crying again! i dont get it...AT ALL. he said something about a job and stuff but i really dont know. i have an interview at DQ on tuesday...i dont know. i cried on the phone with jeff again after my dad went to bed..even tho i wasnt supposed to. i had to. i cried so hard last night that i had to take decongestants today because my nose and head hurt from all the crying. im going crazy..i dont freeking get it! ahhh thers just no way...it doesnt make any sense! im so lost..ahh it hurts to think about it..it really does. jeff said that last night after i got off the phone with him the first time when i said i couldnt go bowling that he didnt even bowl (he works there by the way) and he didnt smoke..but had his mom come pick him up and take him home because he was like..pissed or something..he's sweet ..i dont know. he's just great. yeah..im crazed but i dont really care. he's too charming and sweet to deny...
jeff is good
im trying not to let myself fall hard
ohhh my gosh im trying not to
but he's so romantic
here's a poem he sent me
Open your arms
let me show you what love can be like
it is all tears
and it will be till the end of your time
come closer my love
will you let me tear your heart apart?
now all hope is gone
so drown in this love
I'm waiting for you to drown in my love - so open your arms
I'm waiting for you to open your arms - and drown in this love
so my love
your laughter is finally turning into tears
and you're begging for more
although the end is getting near
come closer my love
I'll violate you in the most sensual way
until - you drown in this love
i like it a lot.
hes just too good to be true i swear it.
my dad doesnt know we're together..he said i cant have a boyfriend either
i dont like this at all.
i miss him a lot already.
last night my dad freaked. all i asked to do was go cosmic bowling with jeff..and it ended up crazed to the point that after jeff called to ask if i could go, my dad said i cant talk to him anymore..im so confused. i was just telling jeff what was going on..and then my dad said that. it killed me. i just..AHHH i cant make ANY sense of it..and im almost crying again! i dont get it...AT ALL. he said something about a job and stuff but i really dont know. i have an interview at DQ on tuesday...i dont know. i cried on the phone with jeff again after my dad went to bed..even tho i wasnt supposed to. i had to. i cried so hard last night that i had to take decongestants today because my nose and head hurt from all the crying. im going crazy..i dont freeking get it! ahhh thers just no way...it doesnt make any sense! im so lost..ahh it hurts to think about it..it really does. jeff said that last night after i got off the phone with him the first time when i said i couldnt go bowling that he didnt even bowl (he works there by the way) and he didnt smoke..but had his mom come pick him up and take him home because he was like..pissed or something..he's sweet ..i dont know. he's just great. yeah..im crazed but i dont really care. he's too charming and sweet to deny...