Jun 03, 2005 15:02
At the moment I am really bored...but the music is pretty good. I haven't listened to this album in a really long time.
I am bored. Not much to say. Tomorrow I'm going to go and hang out with her. I have a bad feeling that it will cut short. Maybe I'm just paranoid. I also have a bad feeling that I'll bore her. But I guess it's true what a friend said. She wouldn't want to hang out if I bored her. Something like that. Whatever. I just hope we don't stay sitting down. I don't like Starbucks and sitting down makes me really edgy and uncomfortable. I'll talk to her. I feel really angry and embarrassed with myself that I haven't really done anything to try and get together with her. She probably doesn't think much of me for being that way. Like a little fourth grader who's afraid of girls. *sigh*......That just makes me sad. I also think too much into things. I don't know....I need to ask her something before I do something I'll regret. Like only two or so people know about it. And I'm guessing she needs to know....just so that.....well, I feel she has to know. Whatever, I'll write something later.