May 25, 2006 01:06
ACS.... that which deludes all of my time. I do nothing but eat, sleep, work, and love Jonathan. I don't have any other time for anything else. And it bothers me. I just got a message from on of the girls who was supposed to be one of my best friends throughout hs, and supposed to be a BM in my wedding, that not only will she not make my household shower, but she will not be attending my wedding because of school. LAME! The only school that is open on sunday is sunday school, and I hardly believe that she attends church. SO WHATEVA! A real friend would be there in one of the most important days in their lives. I truly believe that my wedding is going to help me decide where my true friends lie. Sad that it has to be that way, but I don't care. I guess that I am cruel that way. Boost Mobile has hardened my heart.
But on a lighter note, for all of you interested, my household shower will be June 3rd, and for directions you may call me.
My wedding is Sunday, August 13. And you may also call me for directions to that as well.
So once upon a time, Melissa put Cayci on SUP Q at work.. enough said... that is my life... trying to convice other people that the world isn't so bad, when at the same time I am having a hard time telling myself that.
There is a girl at Jonathan's work that crushes on him, and that angers me. Isn't it enough that I went through crap with guys when I was in HS, that when I finally find the man that I want,some skinny (......) tries to steal him away, because she thinks that she is pretty? WHATEVA SKANK!
Jonathan is great. I love him, he is truly the glue that holds me together, if it weren't for him, I would fall apart. Even though, he gets wet sometimes, and I begin to slip a little bit, he always dries up and things go back where they should. (Isn't it funny how that whole paragraph turned out to be a metaphor)
I need sleep....
Peace Out!