senior retreat...

Nov 29, 2005 17:34

ok,
so I just got back from SENIOR RETREAT..
it was pretty awesome, i had a great
time and im glad I got to spend it w/ some
pretty awesome people. i lovee yall so much.
so It got me away from everytihng and
helped me just forget about my problems and just relax..

it doesnt matter though because I get home,
and BAM.. more stupid shit is just thrown in my face.
no me and aaron arent dating I've said this tonz of times,
so if u need to know please just ask and stop talking shit
im not in the mood for it anymore.
me and aaron are not even friends so if u want em take em'
we have nothing left together and so I guess,
it isnt my problem to look out for em'
so PLEASE hurt him i'd love it.

sorry im just sick of stupid immature girls asking
stupid questions on here when i DONT like them anyway
and they dont like me so why does whats going on in my life
matter to you AT ALL? well i'll answer for you,
it doesnt.. so grow the fuck up.

i guess its just so hard because I seriously feel
like what I went through 11 months ago,
is just haunting me and starting all over again.
I'm letting it happen so its my fault also,
but little advice..
YOU CANT BE FRIENDS WITH SOMOENE YOU ONCE CARED ALOT ABOUT,
no matter what bc it just turns into sex are idk it just
WONT work... and i guess im stupid for thinking
he actually cared about me in any way..
but w/e, only more to make me the person I am,
a much stronger one.

thats all for now i think jordans here
talk more later <3
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