one last time..
this entry is dedicated to kemps landing.
my last entry.. at least i dont plan on starting again.. finishing up an old friend.. this livejournal saved some of our most precious memories.. our most vicious fights, and the stupidest laughs we've had. guys you don't have to read this all.. i think its gonna be long.. but its theraputic for me.
the summary of middle school:
6th grade: this year i remember the certain people that i did not like.. and the people that i loved.. about 3 girls was basically my 6th grade.. i was a bitch sometimes but they forgave me. i lovedddd nick dail. < such a cool kid 6th grade was flirting with everyone.. figuring out personalities and teasing people about who they liked. canoe trips, being wild, acting "random" and "silly" was in. (this later became our downfall) i had wayy too many boyfriends that year.. but it was my favorite year.
7th grade: this year was ups and downs.. it was when we really defined who we were friends with and who we weren't, our shallow insecurities mixed with deeper meanings.. day to day went by smoothly.. people switching boyfriends with friends.. being on the "good" team. but really.. everyone made their own team the "good" team. that was the year of The Barmitzvah and The RACA. it was a year of ups and downs.
8th grade. wow. it went by so slow.. but looking back way too fast. our three years are over. we wont remember all of the gay jokes we had.. maybe a few of the fights.. we will remember the fun. okay flames you may have had the good people .. the good teachers.. the easy homework.. but i think the explorers really held out to their name. we had gay teachers? we yelled at them. they yelled at us? we wore midriffeed shirts. we would tell on seventh graders for having too many people on one side of their table, and on cox cause we got kethcup all over our polos. we were "the preps" but we were more rebellious then a lot of the self proclaimed. i gotta give you girls props.. no guys on our team.. no really good teachers.. retarded amounts of work and discipline... and we made it. we made it waiting from drama to drama, from party to party, even getting so bad we started the "have a birthday party at lunch revolution".. crying during the day became the norm. we became bitches. but we werent just bitches, we were THE bitches, and it rocked. i made some friends with some really cool people, finding out alot that i wish i knew before. forgiving is easier then figthing. now that the end is here, i am ready and willing to give up being the bitch. im going to say sorry here for all the feelings weve hurt.. but you gotta be reasonable.. we were only mean to the mean. to the teachers, to certain girls that refusedd to understand, and the certain cliques that were so avoided the previous years. reading a few of the gossip girl novels and watchign laguna beach, i am yes the typical shallow girl. but those books and that show are really what we want our life to be like. so i will end the eigth grade memoir with one last note. throughout all the ups and downs, you know you loved it.
there are a few peopel that have been with me the three treachorous years, or maybe not so long, but were an important part of who i am. ignore the order.
lauren- you have known me so long. we know each other so well that we ignore each others faults now. im sorry for what i did to you in sixth grade. it was inhuman. im so glad that we are best friends now and you know that we will be lifelong friends just like our dads. i love you.
rathi- three years. we were the rebels, the angels, and the mix in between. we started revoltions from bows to clothes. we were twins in every way except our outsides and what we fed our insides. we say gay stuff like that< and love it. i cant sum up what you mean to me here.. and i probably won't ever be able to. we are good for each other, we mesh. we agree and when we dont we dont care. i cant believe the world is trying to split us apart. i guess its time to turn into rebels again..
bekah- this year was really our year. before i always saw you as this cute quiet girl, now i love that you are and aren't that girl. on the outside is peace but on the inside is a fire. i love that whenever i get worried about something, you giove me the "carter shut the hell up i love you" look, and give me a much needed hug. you make me laugh.. you make me happy, you comfort me more then you know even when you aren't doing anything. i love you.
rachel- you are so down to earth. i know that if we get into little spiffs i dont have to worry about grudges. you are so logical and i love that you are so sweet at heart. we make fun of each other sure, but that is what makes our friendship great. i think you are brilliant and im so glad that i can call you and we can just go work out, even though everyone knows you dont need to. you have my back and i have yours.
izzy-you are so crazy. you are so unpredictable yet pridictably so. you have phases of ghetto, insane, logical, etc. i can have the deepest conversation with you, and then five minutes later scream the lyrics to cult 45. you are gorgeous and hilarious, and i love that mix. you are going to have a blast at chc and start an uproar. i cant wait to haer about the new drama. <3
betsy- only one year together, but i feel like its been three. rough starts on beach fc, but we madee up for it this year. you are so goofy in your own way, i love the faces you make. they tell all. i hope that we stay close throughout highschool because i value you and our friendship.
kcie- you goofy kid. i love you. you make me laugh.. all the time.. and you are going to have the most fun at cox. im so glad you are so close so i can come bother you like i used to. TANGERINE SPIT. wow. i love you.
katie- you were my 6th grade. from gibberish to scary ring mirrors, you were my girl and i miss that. im so glad we got to hang out this weekend and really get in a good hug before the year ended. dont forget me, because i wont forget you
nina- it was the best of times it was the worst of times, and right now i am totally having the best of times being your friend. i know im bitchy sometimes, but im so glad weve seen past each others faults and can end this year on a good note.
raven- you are so cute. i love your style. everything you do shouts "look at me!" but in the cutest way. you never try to be something your not, you never try to step outside your sweet personality. you are a good friend and truly a beautiful girl on the inside and out.
lauren van- you are THE cutest girl ever. i love you. you are so sweet yet quietly evil that it is refreshing no matter what you say. making fun of some queers we have in a certain class would nevr have been the same with anyone other then you.
miranda- im so glad this year that weve gotten close. you are probably one of the funniest people our age alive. "ive got black-itis" i LOVE you and im so glad you came over this weekend. you are so sweet and nice.
caroline- you and i arent speaking to each other right now.. i dont know why and i dont know when it started .. but i love you and i miss you, so come back to me baby. im so sorry for the bitchy things that ive done to you, and the misunderstanding that made me look even mroe like a bitch, but youi have taught me so much about originality and being yourself.. dont ever conform to what society sees you as. stay.. caroline.
bobby- im going to miss you. alot. call me to check in when you can. i love you and dont forget me.. i dont really need to say alot here cause it goes unspoken. <3
to all the guuys at klms: nick paul jeff colby harrison chris kyle mike grant sam oliver matt v. nik b. tommy david b. tyler and all the other guys,
you guys are hilairous and i loved all the times we had together. even if it was just the occasional conversation, i <3 you guys
i hope that all of the kids at klms will remember their nerdy middle school and all the cool kids they met along the way. remember, when you walk into those doors of your new highschool, think back and remember the good times of 6th 7th and 8th grade.
you know you love me.
carter<3
my last entry.. at least i dont plan on starting again.. finishing up an old friend.. this livejournal saved some of our most precious memories.. our most vicious fights, and the stupidest laughs we've had. guys you don't have to read this all.. i think its gonna be long.. but its theraputic for me.
the summary of middle school:
6th grade: this year i remember the certain people that i did not like.. and the people that i loved.. about 3 girls was basically my 6th grade.. i was a bitch sometimes but they forgave me. i lovedddd nick dail. < such a cool kid 6th grade was flirting with everyone.. figuring out personalities and teasing people about who they liked. canoe trips, being wild, acting "random" and "silly" was in. (this later became our downfall) i had wayy too many boyfriends that year.. but it was my favorite year.
7th grade: this year was ups and downs.. it was when we really defined who we were friends with and who we weren't, our shallow insecurities mixed with deeper meanings.. day to day went by smoothly.. people switching boyfriends with friends.. being on the "good" team. but really.. everyone made their own team the "good" team. that was the year of The Barmitzvah and The RACA. it was a year of ups and downs.
8th grade. wow. it went by so slow.. but looking back way too fast. our three years are over. we wont remember all of the gay jokes we had.. maybe a few of the fights.. we will remember the fun. okay flames you may have had the good people .. the good teachers.. the easy homework.. but i think the explorers really held out to their name. we had gay teachers? we yelled at them. they yelled at us? we wore midriffeed shirts. we would tell on seventh graders for having too many people on one side of their table, and on cox cause we got kethcup all over our polos. we were "the preps" but we were more rebellious then a lot of the self proclaimed. i gotta give you girls props.. no guys on our team.. no really good teachers.. retarded amounts of work and discipline... and we made it. we made it waiting from drama to drama, from party to party, even getting so bad we started the "have a birthday party at lunch revolution".. crying during the day became the norm. we became bitches. but we werent just bitches, we were THE bitches, and it rocked. i made some friends with some really cool people, finding out alot that i wish i knew before. forgiving is easier then figthing. now that the end is here, i am ready and willing to give up being the bitch. im going to say sorry here for all the feelings weve hurt.. but you gotta be reasonable.. we were only mean to the mean. to the teachers, to certain girls that refusedd to understand, and the certain cliques that were so avoided the previous years. reading a few of the gossip girl novels and watchign laguna beach, i am yes the typical shallow girl. but those books and that show are really what we want our life to be like. so i will end the eigth grade memoir with one last note. throughout all the ups and downs, you know you loved it.
there are a few peopel that have been with me the three treachorous years, or maybe not so long, but were an important part of who i am. ignore the order.
lauren- you have known me so long. we know each other so well that we ignore each others faults now. im sorry for what i did to you in sixth grade. it was inhuman. im so glad that we are best friends now and you know that we will be lifelong friends just like our dads. i love you.
rathi- three years. we were the rebels, the angels, and the mix in between. we started revoltions from bows to clothes. we were twins in every way except our outsides and what we fed our insides. we say gay stuff like that< and love it. i cant sum up what you mean to me here.. and i probably won't ever be able to. we are good for each other, we mesh. we agree and when we dont we dont care. i cant believe the world is trying to split us apart. i guess its time to turn into rebels again..
bekah- this year was really our year. before i always saw you as this cute quiet girl, now i love that you are and aren't that girl. on the outside is peace but on the inside is a fire. i love that whenever i get worried about something, you giove me the "carter shut the hell up i love you" look, and give me a much needed hug. you make me laugh.. you make me happy, you comfort me more then you know even when you aren't doing anything. i love you.
rachel- you are so down to earth. i know that if we get into little spiffs i dont have to worry about grudges. you are so logical and i love that you are so sweet at heart. we make fun of each other sure, but that is what makes our friendship great. i think you are brilliant and im so glad that i can call you and we can just go work out, even though everyone knows you dont need to. you have my back and i have yours.
izzy-you are so crazy. you are so unpredictable yet pridictably so. you have phases of ghetto, insane, logical, etc. i can have the deepest conversation with you, and then five minutes later scream the lyrics to cult 45. you are gorgeous and hilarious, and i love that mix. you are going to have a blast at chc and start an uproar. i cant wait to haer about the new drama. <3
betsy- only one year together, but i feel like its been three. rough starts on beach fc, but we madee up for it this year. you are so goofy in your own way, i love the faces you make. they tell all. i hope that we stay close throughout highschool because i value you and our friendship.
kcie- you goofy kid. i love you. you make me laugh.. all the time.. and you are going to have the most fun at cox. im so glad you are so close so i can come bother you like i used to. TANGERINE SPIT. wow. i love you.
katie- you were my 6th grade. from gibberish to scary ring mirrors, you were my girl and i miss that. im so glad we got to hang out this weekend and really get in a good hug before the year ended. dont forget me, because i wont forget you
nina- it was the best of times it was the worst of times, and right now i am totally having the best of times being your friend. i know im bitchy sometimes, but im so glad weve seen past each others faults and can end this year on a good note.
raven- you are so cute. i love your style. everything you do shouts "look at me!" but in the cutest way. you never try to be something your not, you never try to step outside your sweet personality. you are a good friend and truly a beautiful girl on the inside and out.
lauren van- you are THE cutest girl ever. i love you. you are so sweet yet quietly evil that it is refreshing no matter what you say. making fun of some queers we have in a certain class would nevr have been the same with anyone other then you.
miranda- im so glad this year that weve gotten close. you are probably one of the funniest people our age alive. "ive got black-itis" i LOVE you and im so glad you came over this weekend. you are so sweet and nice.
caroline- you and i arent speaking to each other right now.. i dont know why and i dont know when it started .. but i love you and i miss you, so come back to me baby. im so sorry for the bitchy things that ive done to you, and the misunderstanding that made me look even mroe like a bitch, but youi have taught me so much about originality and being yourself.. dont ever conform to what society sees you as. stay.. caroline.
bobby- im going to miss you. alot. call me to check in when you can. i love you and dont forget me.. i dont really need to say alot here cause it goes unspoken. <3
to all the guuys at klms: nick paul jeff colby harrison chris kyle mike grant sam oliver matt v. nik b. tommy david b. tyler and all the other guys,
you guys are hilairous and i loved all the times we had together. even if it was just the occasional conversation, i <3 you guys
i hope that all of the kids at klms will remember their nerdy middle school and all the cool kids they met along the way. remember, when you walk into those doors of your new highschool, think back and remember the good times of 6th 7th and 8th grade.
you know you love me.
carter<3