And so, here I am, finally.
Interesting reading the journals of
enigma and
Lulu's. One breaks my heart, and the other makes me laugh.....not bad for a night of light cruising online.
It has left me with a strange desire to......to branch out from whence I am limiting myself at the moment. I think I have gotten so stuck where I am at, and so I have created this. A new and strange name, and is this a new voice I hear, or is it just me? Who knows. Time will tell, I suppose.
To write. Ah, how I love it. To be creative, to let the imagination run riot, to 'craft'.
Life is such a bag of crap sometimes though, and lately mine has suffered for it. How to get back the person that could watch TV, talk on the phone and write, all at the same time? I certainly dont know, all I know is that right now the sound of a pin dropping is enough to break my stride and pitch me headfirst off the horse. And I DO so want to ride! RL has become an ass.....a braying, stubborn ass that will not budge for the moment.
Do I want to share that with people here? I dont think so...... (that pin dropped and I lost what I was meaning to say! ~sigh~) What I do want, need, crave, is to write. To soar on the wings of fantasy and perhaps forget that I sit in front of a monitor, if even for a brief moment or two.
I need it.