Fuck birthdays

[cawd]

So, here I am 2 days before my 23rd birthday and I'm going to a surprise party that's being thrown by my girlfriend, my fiance' and the mother of my child o be.. Yes they are all the same girl. I'm not a whore, contrary to popular belief. The sad part is this... What am I getting for my birthday? As far as I know, all I'm getting is a card with some money from my mom, a guinness cake + ptresent from Jack and lunch from my sister at little skimos.. That's it. So again I say... Fuck birthdays. I always get like this around this time, except the year I went to Japan.. That's the best birthday I've had since Weird Al's Alapallooza came out.. You know the one, with Jurassic Park on it.. 6th grade? Ringing any bells for anyone? Yeah, that was the last good one aside from being completely blasted in a foreign country on YOUR tax dollars... lol Good times, good times... But yeah.. My dad won't call, my grandparents probably sent me something in the mail but it has either yet to arrive or my mom hadn't checked the mail yet when I called her earlier. But that's probably it... I don't feel particularly loved right now, but I shall try and make the best of a shitty situation and put on my "happy face." Whatever the fuck that's supposed to mean.. I wish Pablo were in town, he can always cheer me up...

Cawd out