so, im 1/2 quit....
theyre trying to convince me to stay at my job. wooing me with empty promises of a more flexible schedule. i said id think about it. i left feeling like the weight that should have bee lifted was just readjusted. deep down i really think i have to just go. that was my plan and i am convinced that something else really good is waiting for me if i just follow through. the job is sucking away my ability to visualise the plan clearly, and that is reason enough to get out.
at least 1/2 the time im there, i feel like my creativity is being sucked out of me. im starting to give a shit about petty work bullshit. i spend far too much time thinking about anti-skimming devices and being annoyed that crews in halifax never acknowledge their calls. seriously. im not interested in beginning to care at all about the job, least of all to complain about it. must get out before they eat my brain.
so, ive decided that i will only take their offer if it is no more than 2 days a week, and i get time off whenever i feel like it. they call that part-time casual, and it would pay my rent and bare necessities. im pretty sure i wont get it. and then its back to having 3-4 jobs. is that really better? i still dont know. but i want to have time to do work and apply for some grants and actually show my work. you know, have a career. the only way to do it is to do it.
but enough of that. i refuse to let the fact that i still have to work on sunday at 3pm ruin the fact that i am not working saturday, and instead spending all night looking at art with my beautiful girlfriend and hopefully a few of our beautiful friends. wacky anecdotes to follow.
at least 1/2 the time im there, i feel like my creativity is being sucked out of me. im starting to give a shit about petty work bullshit. i spend far too much time thinking about anti-skimming devices and being annoyed that crews in halifax never acknowledge their calls. seriously. im not interested in beginning to care at all about the job, least of all to complain about it. must get out before they eat my brain.
so, ive decided that i will only take their offer if it is no more than 2 days a week, and i get time off whenever i feel like it. they call that part-time casual, and it would pay my rent and bare necessities. im pretty sure i wont get it. and then its back to having 3-4 jobs. is that really better? i still dont know. but i want to have time to do work and apply for some grants and actually show my work. you know, have a career. the only way to do it is to do it.
but enough of that. i refuse to let the fact that i still have to work on sunday at 3pm ruin the fact that i am not working saturday, and instead spending all night looking at art with my beautiful girlfriend and hopefully a few of our beautiful friends. wacky anecdotes to follow.