No more doubt!!
Hey everyone whats going on? Not too much here, my parents just got back from WV. Mom is fixing me some food, and it smells so good. Anyways to the topic.
Lately i've done a lot of thinking about a certain person in my life and I am certain now that I got things figured out. I know its been hard so far to see Ashley but that will work out in time. Out of talking to her i've realized a few things. Things might not always work out the way I want them to but thats not up to me, thats up to God. I am just going to take things one day at a time and let God be the ultimate Judge of what happens. I am also surprised at myself. I've never been real patient when it comes to girls. Maybe because they seem to screw me over all the time. However; its differnt with ashely. Something in my heart is telling me to be patient with her and that things will work out. I don't know what it is, but there is just something about her that makes me want to be as patient as I can be for her no matter what happens. I understand she's got a lot going on in her life right now, so im not going to abandon her when she needs me. When things are going bad in life sometimes it takes one person to come along and make things so wonderful. I feel bad lately because at times I have found myself doubting her and letting my mind wonder. Well that stops here and now. I need to take my own advice. If I can't trust her I have no business even trying to find something with her. I either have to trust her fully or not at all, there is no halfway. So Im trusting her, until she proves that she can't. I can't help it, I really like this girl and I've just got a feeling about her, that I won't let anyone tell me otherwise. I believe in her like I really haven't believed in any girl in my entire life. Usually when I know I can't trust a girl I get a feeling that something is up, and I still feel that way even if they tell me something.. that feeling never goes away. Its different this time, I might doubt her or think bad for a split second but I always come to the same decision that Shes worth it all, and that she can be counted on. Thats what makes me think this is for real and thats a feeling I want to hold on to. So as the subject says, "NO MORE DOUBTS!!". Well thats all I wanted to say.
Leave me some good comments.
Be good.
Lately i've done a lot of thinking about a certain person in my life and I am certain now that I got things figured out. I know its been hard so far to see Ashley but that will work out in time. Out of talking to her i've realized a few things. Things might not always work out the way I want them to but thats not up to me, thats up to God. I am just going to take things one day at a time and let God be the ultimate Judge of what happens. I am also surprised at myself. I've never been real patient when it comes to girls. Maybe because they seem to screw me over all the time. However; its differnt with ashely. Something in my heart is telling me to be patient with her and that things will work out. I don't know what it is, but there is just something about her that makes me want to be as patient as I can be for her no matter what happens. I understand she's got a lot going on in her life right now, so im not going to abandon her when she needs me. When things are going bad in life sometimes it takes one person to come along and make things so wonderful. I feel bad lately because at times I have found myself doubting her and letting my mind wonder. Well that stops here and now. I need to take my own advice. If I can't trust her I have no business even trying to find something with her. I either have to trust her fully or not at all, there is no halfway. So Im trusting her, until she proves that she can't. I can't help it, I really like this girl and I've just got a feeling about her, that I won't let anyone tell me otherwise. I believe in her like I really haven't believed in any girl in my entire life. Usually when I know I can't trust a girl I get a feeling that something is up, and I still feel that way even if they tell me something.. that feeling never goes away. Its different this time, I might doubt her or think bad for a split second but I always come to the same decision that Shes worth it all, and that she can be counted on. Thats what makes me think this is for real and thats a feeling I want to hold on to. So as the subject says, "NO MORE DOUBTS!!". Well thats all I wanted to say.
Leave me some good comments.
Be good.