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Somewhere in the past three years I forgot how to socialize.
I went to Corwin and Terisha's "reception" tonight. Originally I declined to go because asshole was going to be there. I didnt think it was fair to Corwin and Terisha if I killed the asshole on the spot so I declined to go to save them and me the embarrassment, and I thought they really should enjoy their reception without the possibility of mass drama. Anyway, apparently asshole left early and Corwin called to see if I was still interested in going, so I went. It was held at their friends condo complex in Midtown, and it was pretty cool. I just really felt out of my league with those people. They were all very nice, but, the best way I can explain it is perhaps I am just a blue-collar kind of girl. I just cant socialize on the same level with them, so mostly, I listened to others conversations and kept my mouth shut. But I did have a good time - better than staying home.
Things not to do in the future: do not drive home from Midtown in questionable conditions, especially at night, especially after it starts raining, especially in a car that is not yours (like the rental I have now). I am NOT good at driving in cities. Hell, I'm just not good at driving, but at least I dont panic behind the wheel on highways. And don't drive like that at night, because my night vision has become really, really bad. It's kind of scary.
I went to Corwin and Terisha's "reception" tonight. Originally I declined to go because asshole was going to be there. I didnt think it was fair to Corwin and Terisha if I killed the asshole on the spot so I declined to go to save them and me the embarrassment, and I thought they really should enjoy their reception without the possibility of mass drama. Anyway, apparently asshole left early and Corwin called to see if I was still interested in going, so I went. It was held at their friends condo complex in Midtown, and it was pretty cool. I just really felt out of my league with those people. They were all very nice, but, the best way I can explain it is perhaps I am just a blue-collar kind of girl. I just cant socialize on the same level with them, so mostly, I listened to others conversations and kept my mouth shut. But I did have a good time - better than staying home.
Things not to do in the future: do not drive home from Midtown in questionable conditions, especially at night, especially after it starts raining, especially in a car that is not yours (like the rental I have now). I am NOT good at driving in cities. Hell, I'm just not good at driving, but at least I dont panic behind the wheel on highways. And don't drive like that at night, because my night vision has become really, really bad. It's kind of scary.