Dec 13, 2007 00:47
I finally had company. It was filled with laughter, giggles, and smiles on a continuous basis for the past few days. Yet, no matter what I end up feeling this wall inside myself mentally - I can't get past it. There's just so much stress.
I try to live in the moment, but my problem is that I don't know what each moment is going to bring me to. I'm missing out on something great, and I don't know what it is either.
I'm trying so hard. I'm trying to overcome this fear of not accomplishing accomplishment.