A month later...
A month later.. and I still can't shake these thoughts.
I met a girl. And I've come to realize that I spend a decent amount of my day thinking of her, and wondering if anything will ever come to surface again. Even after all of the distractions thrown my way, and hanging out with other women. I'm looking at pictures, checking up on her facebook status, even twitter. I don't do this for anyone else. Typing it out, it sounds so creepy, haha, but I think I just have so many unanswered, or even unaddressed questions. Maybe that's also why I'm so antsy about it. You want what you can't have, and that's just too damn bad. Sometimes I kinda wish I didn't meet the perfect chick, enjoy a great weekend with her, and then can't do anything about it when reality sets in. Fuck.
I found out she was trying to see how things end up going with her ex. I still haven't talked to her about anything of importance, or asked her any of the billion questions swarming my mind. Which is not me. Trying not to be so intense anymore... trying to lets things go its course. I've tried really hard to put thoughts of her in the back of my mind, and keep on moving on. However, it doesn't really seem to help when I don't hear from her in weeks, and then she texts me at 2:00AM "Miss you" and at that moment, I'm laying in bed with another girl. FTW, I'll be okay.
I met a girl. And I've come to realize that I spend a decent amount of my day thinking of her, and wondering if anything will ever come to surface again. Even after all of the distractions thrown my way, and hanging out with other women. I'm looking at pictures, checking up on her facebook status, even twitter. I don't do this for anyone else. Typing it out, it sounds so creepy, haha, but I think I just have so many unanswered, or even unaddressed questions. Maybe that's also why I'm so antsy about it. You want what you can't have, and that's just too damn bad. Sometimes I kinda wish I didn't meet the perfect chick, enjoy a great weekend with her, and then can't do anything about it when reality sets in. Fuck.
I found out she was trying to see how things end up going with her ex. I still haven't talked to her about anything of importance, or asked her any of the billion questions swarming my mind. Which is not me. Trying not to be so intense anymore... trying to lets things go its course. I've tried really hard to put thoughts of her in the back of my mind, and keep on moving on. However, it doesn't really seem to help when I don't hear from her in weeks, and then she texts me at 2:00AM "Miss you" and at that moment, I'm laying in bed with another girl. FTW, I'll be okay.