Attitudes are Contagious. Mine might kill you.

Apr 07, 2007 23:31

Its a sad moment when you realize that some things are irrepriable. I suppose life does move forward.

I try not to let the past and things which have happened effect the present. Those who know who I am know that I am 'in the moment'. I try to see people not for what others say they are, or what they have done in the past...but as they are at that particular moment in time. When I'm not around them, my view of someone pauses until the next time we meet.

I love outbursts of irrationality. I love playing the game as events unfold. I love reaction. Don't get me wrong, if others are affected by the consequences, or there are times when matters are serious and I need to make a plan, of course I'll think ahead. But for the most part I am extraordinarily irrational. Let the chips fall as they may, and if someone doesn't like me for it, or they don't agree...let them. Thats who they are. If their my friend I'll still love them the same.

I could be completely flawed because of my attitude. I could be leading myself down the drain into obscurity...but don't you fucking try to change me. I know right from wrong, I know how to think logically. The choices I make reflect that. If I make a wrong decision, I'll make sure it doesn't drag anyone else down.

When the day comes that its not only my path that I am choosing, then I'll change my attitude. Until then...well...whatever.
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