Jan 09, 2005 10:25
J binks, Chet, chip, jayjay, jayjaybinks....whatever i feel like calling you, its ur nickname. :)
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you are my sister, i have known you my whole life. From watching all those tapes, you would drop me alot, hurt me alot, and lay on me weird (and they wonder why im dumb?)...but you know what...times have changed now...and its payback. :P
haha no um...before you went to college we didnt get along very well, the whole family that is. But now i think we have all realized the reality. We are all grown up. Pretty soon we will be moved out. Pretty soon we will all have our OWN familes, and this family wont really be together anymore. You going away to college has made me realize how good of a sister you were-not really a good one. You were never there when i need someone to talk to, you would always go tell on me. When i was trying to hide something, you would always go tell mom. But now you are a good sister. I can talk to you now and i can tell you stuff i dont want anyone else knowing. I remember when we would always be like "look at the stacks" "why cant we be like them" "why can we hangout with eachother" hahaha. Well now we can and we do...but thats just cuz we are losers...but shh. The point is we are old enough to realize what sisterhood is, and no matter how much we hated eachother or whatever, we will always be sisters, so we made the best of it. Now your up at state and i barley see you anymore. Wait i take that back. But you know what i mean. But for the past 3 weeks, you have been home and for that 3 weeks i had my sister back....sleep overs with bay...who knows. but today you are going back up to state...for a while...so its back to IMing eachother, even tho we still do that even tho you are in the next room..oh well. But now ill have to come up there on the weekends. you have to let me know when a good weekend is, such as a weekend adam is up djing. cuz last time i was up at state was BORING, and made me never want to go back...but ill give it one last try...you better make it worth it :P Have fun back up at state, and thanks for leaving me with mom and dad :\ i'll survive tho, im the tougher one outta us. Oh and with the boy thing. With the 2 you are attached to..T and J...let em both go. T is gone i think and GOOD. I know your kinda friends with J but leave it at that, dont go writting creepy journals about him. And with his new one...take it easy...make him think he isnt a big priority in your life...dont go looking for boys, they will come to you and just dont get to attached, i think thats what your problem is. But anywho..i dont know if this entry makes sence, or if its ego boosting or what not...i just got carried away. oh well.. well sister, you have left a hard path to follow..but im doing my best. make college the time of your life :) i love you.
-now you gotta do this about me. oh and dont copy me! thats something you do alot too! GOD! stop copying me. :P oh and wtih the tattoo...goodluck. i wanna go when u get it...try to find something different...but those circles are cool..i guess.