quick and nonsenseical.

[cautionheart]

 these thoughts were in my head on my drive home.
they are scrambled and probably don't make sense.

i wanted to take a boat down the mississippi river today.
 really really REALLY bad. no reason.
it just seemed liberating.

i saw a turtle about to cross the road as well.
i wanted to bring it home. but i thought it might bite me, or runaway.
 it was a chance i chose not to make.
i didn't want to possibly get hurt.
 although he could've been a sweetie.
then i realized, that turtle isn't so different than most people i know.

weird people are contacting me again.
not weird, like random creeps.
weird like ex's and such.

and the people i want to talk to have nothing to do with me.
 what a shame.

networkschmoozenetworkschmooze.

tomorrow i'm locking myself up probably to write a paper.
 we'll see.

oh! most importantly, should i continue to let people use me and get over it?
or should i start to use them too?
 because i'm getting oh so very sick of that shit.
 and i can very easily be just as big of a douchie bitch as they are.

hmmmmmmmmm.....

okaybye!
 *heart*