Dec 11, 2008 05:20
[ooc: At around 3am, there was a scream from Elle's cell, followed by banging on the bars and some sobbing. It's easy to presume she had a nightmare. After this, she was pacing and kicking the bars all night. If you were listening closely, you might have been able to hear some very soft crying. It all sounded perfectly genuine. In the morning, this appears:]
I can't stay here. You don't understand what this is doing to me. Please, I didn't mean to be bad, I'll be better, I won't be a disappointment anymore, but you need to let me out. I'll be good, I promise, I need it back please please I don't like it in here, let me go. I swear I'll try not to be weak anymore, I'll be tougher. I need it back, please I can't live without it, it's mine I need it, I swear I'll be better but I can't be here I need to leave and I need it back please please it's all I have.
[ooc: Elle has very carefully written out a monologue she feels sounds like herself on a particularly bad day. She has then carefully crossed it off so it's still legible, but it looks like she doesn't want it to be legible. It's faked well enough that you'd have to be a professional profiler or Adam to figure out that she's up to something.
About ten minutes later, she writes:]
Tony? I... I really need a favor.
emoing it up,
lockdown! cell block style,
life is a coagulated bowl of suck,
bad dreams,
tony's being lame