Oct 14, 2010 17:58
I get that this place is supposed to be a second chance. Some all-powerful superbeing picks and chooses who gets to be locked up forever, and we're all supposed to be happy about it, 'cause golly! We're not dead.
But life's a bitch and sometimes bad stuff just happens. Maybe dying at twenty-four wasn't in my plans, but I screwed up and that's what I got. I made my choices, I have to live with them. Or die with them, whatever. I don't need a glorified boat captain telling me what I did was wrong.
So get this, whoever cares: I don't want a second chance. I don't want to be here.
[private to Adam]
Tell me something only you would know. Something from before here.
adam is my go-to for everything ever,
emoing it up,
in which elle talks tough,
life is a coagulated bowl of suck