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I was standing at the side of the bed gathering clothes for work when Em rolled over and sleepily mumbled, "are you okay?" She woke up and thought I was sad. I didn't go to bed sad (we didn't go to bed until 5am, after I fell asleep on the couch with my head in her lap) and I didn't really wake up sad. Though, in the process of cleaning the bathroom I found myself on the verge of tears.
I'm sad that Markie left, but not that sad.
I'm mostly sad that I lost my smoking and Halo buddy. I may have to go buy Halo 3 just cos I'm gonna miss him playing it . . . and who knows when I'll get the urge to beat Em down in-game?
I've had four cigarettes in the last month. I broke down and bought a pack Monday night on our way home from Bismarck, I've smoked only two of them (and that is half of the four) and neither of them I finished. I suppose that this is a good sign.
Every paragraph has begun with a form of "I".
I wonder what that means?