Aug 17, 2009 00:06
I was all set to write something else down, but then my laziness took over. I have absolutely no inspiration to write lately, and anything else I actually do pen down would be in my private journal. Life has been good to me as of late and I just wish I can share some of my happiness with other people and give it to others who really need it. I have a job, finally. All this time I keep telling people that I am living off my parents' money in some bloodsucking, parisitic way just because it seems funnier in an assholic type of way. Which is not true. I haven't gotten allowance money ever since I graduated for more than a year ago, and it's nearly left me completely broke. But three weeks into my job now, I am looking forward to my first pay. My family has been all kinds of wonderful. (At least, at the moment.) Feeling really blessed and thankful for the past couple of months and why I'm suddenly contemplating all this is because my sister, who pretended to be asleep, just whispered "finally" to me when I came to tuck her in. She is just so cute. (But don't tell her I told you.) I have the urge to kiss her every two seconds and rub my nose in her cheeks and hair and make her hug my head so I can kiss her arm. Tucking her into bed is so much fun; other people may not understand it, but yeah. I wish she wouldn't get bigger and taller and older anymore, just stay the way she is. Obviously I'd prefer her to stay as, say, her 5-year old self or something. But then I'd have no one to share lame and disgusting inside jokes with. So when she gets older, I am looking forward to cracking crude sex jokes and all the other nasties that teenage (and adult) buffoonery permits. Right now though, I'll just contend to watching her fall asleep like the sick pedophile pervert that I am and pray that life gets better and better. Cheers guys.
PS. How gay was this?
PPS. Don't judge.