dry your eyes
well, what i have been waiting for has FINALLY happened. he realized how happy we both are apart from each other and decided that we should split up. we agree that a divorce is the best thing for us now, we'll both be much happier. and oddly, he even said we should start seeing other people from now on. i'm very happy with this decision. i never wanted to bring it up, i wanted him to realize all of this stuff on his own the way i did. and all it took was him going to vegas and doin some thinking. i think he may have made a female friend in the process, maybe that helped him a little bit, and if so, then good for him! so i'm getting a divorce. 22 years old and gonna be divorced. pretty sad, but i guess that happens. when people don't belong together, there's nothing you can do.
so now i feel so relieved. i don't have to stress that he'll freak out with the divorce thing. and it's hard to believe that i'm actually gonna be able to see other people. i guess i'm practically single now. whoa! well, it really doesn't feel any different than i felt before.
so we're probably gonna end up selling the house, end of the year. and i'll be living with my mom until then when i can afford to pay for an apartment. i love living here. i feel so free and safe.
so...think i'll ever get married again?
so now i feel so relieved. i don't have to stress that he'll freak out with the divorce thing. and it's hard to believe that i'm actually gonna be able to see other people. i guess i'm practically single now. whoa! well, it really doesn't feel any different than i felt before.
so we're probably gonna end up selling the house, end of the year. and i'll be living with my mom until then when i can afford to pay for an apartment. i love living here. i feel so free and safe.
so...think i'll ever get married again?